The First Loves Pain

Sunny Clarke

~In Sunny's Pov~

"Hey, sexy lady!" I called out as I hugged Himari. I pulled back and looked at Rose Hayashi. "And hey, Rosie." I continued casually.

"Why don't we start getting on some rides!" Himari said, smiling.
"Sure thing, babe." I replied. "You coming or what!" Himari said, pulling Rose along with us. "Which one should we go on first?.." Rose said, in a shy, soft voice. "How about we just get something to eat first?" She continued.

"I'm down." I said. "Me too, though I am a little stuffed, I had a big breakfast. " Himari said. "Dont worry, you don't have to eat, hot stuff."
We all mad our way towards a little food stand, ordered, and sat down at a table "So, any.. drama?" I asked.

I wasnt really interested in all the girly drama bullshit, I was never a 'real' girl. I'm a lesbian, so what? I just wanted to fit it, Thats the truth. "Aaron and me are celebrating our one year anniversary just tomorrow!" Himari said, excited.

I smiled, but couldn't help but feel jealous. All my life I was in the closet well, until I came out to my parents and they kicked me out. I thought no girl I liked would ever love me – I don't even think Eva Torres loves me, but I love her, and honestly, that's all that matters when your just like me, A 'girl kisser' and a 'dyke' – SHUT THE FUCK UP!

"Cool.." I said, annoyed. "Yeah, thats wonderful Hima.." Rose said, smiling warmly.
I truly loved Himari, she was one of my bestest friends but I was just jealous of her all the time. I had met her through my older cousins birthday party, we had bumped into eachother and basically became bestfriends at first sight or so.

At first, I kinda had a crush on her, but my feelings changed as soon as I stepped foot into Junior highschool and saw Eva in the halls. "I'm having so much fun, guys!" Rose said witha cute smile. I didnt really know Rose, but she was cute, I liked her. "I'm glad!" Himari said. Our food came and we all ate, except for Himari. "So.." I started. "So, did you get yourself a girlfriend yet?"

Himari asked, tilting her head to the side. I mean.. im in a situationship.." I replied, my eyes glued to my food. "A situationship?! You're so damn hot! How can you just be in a situationship?!" Himari said. I felt my cheeks get warm, I didnt know what to feel. "Oh.." I muttered,  my full of food. "Hima is right, you are a pretty girl." Rose added.

I smiled nervously "Why are you guys like.. praising me.." I said. "I'm nothing special..." I said, after all, I knew i wasn't wrong. I'm just Sunny Clarke.