exes with benefits | Neymar Jr

QUATRO

Neymar's POV

I couldn't help but feel jealousy all over my body. Not because she was going out with Alejandro, he is also a good friend of mine and i know that he would never try something with her. But because he got to spend time with her.
She didn't even want to hug me when i left.
I know that we weren't even supposed to be that close in her room and that we are exes but i can't fucking help it.
I am used to being glued to her everywhere she went and the fact that i couldn't do that anymore broke my hear over and over again.
Maybe i am selfish and an asshole but i really can't help it.
She would want to take things really slow and i know that. She has all the rights to do so.

As i was driving back home, my mind could only focus on her. On how pretty she looked tonight, how she greeted everyone from her family with pure love, the laughs she let out.
She is the sweetest girl. Everyone that met her said this.
We were together for 5 years. Those years were the best in my life. She's been there when i suffered the back injury and she refused to leave my side, she was there for me when i joined Barcelona, when i lost important games, when i won.
Even my team loves her and when they heard that she was going to work as the team manager they all went crazy, hugging her and all.

She has long brown hair, those beautiful black  doe eyes that i always got lost in, her lips were plump and always soft. I love everything about her, and for me she is perfect.

I parked the car in front of the house and i managed to get my mind off her for a little.
I said my goodnights to my family and i ran upstairs.
I got ready for bed and i soon as i finished brushing my teeth i jumped into my bed and i took my phone out, calling Messi.

,,Hola Neymar, ¿está todo bien?" he responded as soon as i pressed the call button. I think that he sensed something was up because why would i call him at 11pm on facetime.

,,Hi Leo" i started as i sighed ,,Clara is also in Brazil and she is staying here the whole summer. And this morning my mom told me that we are going to see her family" I explained as i watched his eyes go wide and his jaw was on the floor.
,,We arrived and i got the talk Alberto" i continued as I sympathized  "the talk",,And he told me that i need to get it together and to fight for Clara because he can't see her with another man. And he doesn't even want to try picture her with anyone else."
Messi's eyebrows were now raised as he closed his mouth, but his eyes were still wide. ,, And after that i saw her walking down the stairs and my mom and dad greeted her and then she saw me and it was awkward as hell, but she hugged me." I explained as I saw long hair next to Messi, assuming that Anto was there aswell. He answered my thoughts with turning the camera, showing a shocked Antonella that had her hand over her mouth.
,,After that she went to her room and i asked her parents and mine if it was a bad ideea to go see her, alone and they pushed me to do so"
This time the couple looked at eachother shocked to say anything.
,,I went to her room and i asked her why is she spending the summer there, because i was 100% sure she would be in Barcelona, and she said the exact reason that i had aswell.
I told her that i still love her so much and i asked her to wait for me and that i really missed her and she told me that she missed me too." their expression softened and Anto leaned her head against Messi's.
,,and then- Fuck no i am not telling  that it's embarrassing"

,,Come on Ney, say it" Antonella said annoyed that i stopped mid sentence.

,,I couldn't help myself and i patted my lap.." their jaws flew open once again. ,,And she came over to me and she sat on my legs and we hugged" i mumbled

,,Oh, Dios mío, Neymar" Messi mumbled as he covered his eyes with his hands.

,,But she won't get back with me, at least not now. She said i broke her heart and trust and i needed to show her that i really am sorry"