Clara hardly managed to get up this morning. most likely because of the jet lag. She arrived last night in Brazil.
She came to visit her family and her old friends and she is staying the whole summer, and after that she is going back to Barcelona.
She wasn't planing to stay that much but she really needed some time away from everything and reconnect with her childhood home, her family, the places she used to spend time alone when everything was going downhill. It was an hard year for her. She went through a lot of things: lost her bestfriend, moved to another country but on top of the list , she went through a breakup. A hard one. It still haunts her and she is pretty much still in love with him and he didn't leave her mind since.
And the worst, or maybe the best thing is that when she will get back to work, she is going to see him everyday.,,filha, acordar" her mother said as she gently shooked her.
Her mother, Cassandra, was the person that Clara trusted and loved the most. She was there for her all the time and she always made sure that Clara had everything she needed.
Cassandra and her husband, Alberto, worked really hard since Clara was little and they never had any money problems.
Clara was taught expensive things from a young age, with business meetings that his father needed to attend and so.
But a good thing about her was that she wasn't that type of spoiled bratty girl. Clara would never make fun of homeless people, never laugh about anyone's problems, and she always maked sure that everyone near her were having a good time. She had the purest and sweetest soul. She was beautiful inside and out.The fact that she refused to live with her parents money and that she worked hard to get an good job was speaking itself.
Everyone, well almost everyone liked her.
But you know what they say , the sweetest and innocent girls are the ones that suffer the most.Clara's POV
I was woken up by the soft voice of my mother.
,,Filha, acordar"I slowly opened my eyes and i looked at her. She had an smile on her face and a cup of coffee.
,,bom dia"i smiled as i gently got up and i took the cup from my mom "Obrigado"
I moved a little so that my mom had space to sit.
,,Are you still tired?" she asked as she caressed my head.
,,A little, but it's fine it will go away after i drink some coffe"
,,Well let's hope it goes away because we wouldn't want you to be tired while greeting the family" She chuckled as she played with a strand of my hair.
,,What do you mean?" My face instantly lighted. ,,Is everyone visiting today?" i asked again as i offered her a sip of my coffe.
,,Sim" she nodded with an smile as she drank.
,,That's great!" i squealed as i wrapped my hands around her neck.
Suddenly, we heard a knock on the door.
,,Come in!" my mother shouted
,,Bom dia meu amor" It was my father.
He came with an cup of coffee in his hand.,,Bom dia papai" i smiled as i looked beetwen the cup in his hand and his face with my eyebrows raised.
,,I got you some cof- Cassandra.."
,,Oh shut up Alberto i got there before you" my mother laughed as she mocked my dad.
,,Guess that you both can share that one then" i laughed as my dad wrapped his hands around me and he kissed my head.
,,Guess so" he replied as he gave my mum on her cheek.
Neymar's POV
My sleep was interrupted by my mother, who was calling my name.
I really don't want to get up, at least not now. I really just wanted to be alone.
Don't get me wrong, i love my family and the reason that i am spending the summer in Brazil is because i really need some time away from everything.
But still, the main reason that i came here, to forget about Clara, was immediately crushed as i started thinking about her, again.
I sighed as i decided to give up sleeping and i opened my phone.
I did my daily check on Clara's Instagram and i saw that she posted something on her story and i mindlessly tapped on it.
Fuck wait. I abruptly got up and started cussing ,, foda-se, foda-se, por que diabos eu sou tão estúpido"
I wasn't following her and i literally just watched her story.
It was an photo with her. She was beautiful.
I sighed as i placed my head into my hands. I guess i really am not over her.,,Neymar, o que aconteceu, querida?" my mother asked as she got into my room.
,,I am really stupid, mom, i fucked up" i sighed as my head was still into my hands. I felt an slap on my neck ,,ow"
,,language young boy" my mother hissed jokingly.
,,Sorry mãe" i chuckled
,,What happened?" she asked as she started caressing my back
,,Clara.." i sighed as i finally looked up at her, only to see an worried expression plastered on her face
,,Neymar.. you need to get over it" she softly told me as she kissed the side of my head.
My mom really loved her. Clara was the first girl that i ever brought home and she knows every single person from my family and everyone loves her. My mom absolutely adored her and when i told her that we broke up she was absolutely crushed.
Clara was the sweetest girl i ever met and i couldn't compare her to no one. I don't even fucking know why i let her go and i didn't even fight for her. Guess i deserved to suffer now.,,I can't mãe, i really can't. Everywhere i go i think about her and it makes it even worse that in 3 months i will see her everyday again,mom. And i was so stupid for letting her go" i said sadly , almost as a cry.
,,You know, i talked to her mother yesterday and she said that Clara is in Brazil." She stared but she paused as she searched for any emotions in my eyes ,,She is staying the whole summer and she also came here to escape from everything and everyone"
Cassandra and my mom were bestfriends. They knew each other since they were little and they never stopped being friends.
Of course Cassandra told her everything about Clara and most likely my mother did the same about me.
But does that mean Cassandra talks with Clara about me too , right?,,And i think that Clara feels the same about you. You just need to sort out your thoughts and become the best version of yourself. Then , you can maybe fight for her again, Ney, she really is the best girl for you" she finished as she got up.
,,Do you think she would ever get back with me again?" I asked, my face was sad i was hoping she would give me a positive answer.
,,Neymar.."
,,Please mom, answer me.Do you think she would ever get back with me again?" i repeat.
,,If you change and you show her you really want her back and that she could gain trust in you again, with no doubt yes. I've already told you, she still feels the same about you but she doesn't want to get hurt again and you know it." She told me as she placed her hand on the door knob.
,,Oh and filho, we are going to see her family later." She smiled as she left me there ,with my mouth opened and my eyes wide. Did my mother just told me we are going to see Clara's family or was i really going crazy?
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exes with benefits | Neymar Jr
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