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I lied!!! I'm not going to start from the beginning!! that'll be revealed later on!!! sorry for the inconvince!

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***Mike's POV***

Have you ever seen one of your family members absolutely heart broken? And not being able to do anything to help them? Doesn't it just break your heart to see someone you love look absolutely broken like one more touch and they'll shatter into a million more pieces, the walls they built up shatter, the emotions they hid are no longer a secret, the expression on their face is no longer warm and welcoming. What do you do then? When the person you love is broken?

I stood there as I watched my brother cry even more, I haven't seen him smile in such a long time. What do I do? I don't even know anymore and I'm usually so good at this!! I hate myself for allowing him to fall even deeper into his sadness over what has happened! Stupid, stupid why can't I think of anything to say!! My mind screamed at me as my thoughts scattered everywhere.

"Hey Vic, it'll be-" I started of but Vic cut me off.

"No, don't you dare day it'll be ok unless you can promise me that it will because of you're lying I don't think I could ever forgive you. I don't think I could ever forgive myself." He spoke so coldly but even by the quietness of his voice I already knew he was in tears.

"I-" I started but cut myself off before I said anything else. "I'm going back to the hotel care to join?" I asked already knowing the answer was 'No.'

"No.." He spoke without looking at me. I nodded and walked out of the room only to stop outside the door and sink into the floor.

I sat on the floor and laid my head between my legs. I cried silently for a while ignoring all the sympathetic states from the doctors and strangers walking by.

6 months ago everything was fine we were happy! Sam was happy, Vic was happy, Tony and Jaime were even happy and I was happy! We lived together on that tour bus for 6 months half a year and we became a family for Sam, we cherished every moment and now look where we are! At a hospital not knowing of Sam's going to live! Everyone's sad and crying in their hotel rooms, Tony won't speak, Jaime won't leave the room, Vic won't leave Sam alone, and I just want everything back to normal.

I knew Vic and Sam fought but we all fight it was normal or at least I thought it was. They don't see eye to eye on everything but its not like they were exclusive or in a relationship whatsoever. I heard the screams before we went on stage to perform, but I thought nothing of it at the time.

When we got on stage I looked over to find Sam and I found her, but what I didn't expect was to find her crying. The tears streaming down her face, the face of an angel crying is such a sad image but that's what she looked like. She stood there for a moment as she stared at Vic and glanced over at all of us, till finally her eyes landed on me and we made eye contact.

Shock was written all over her face as I stared at her in disbelief. She simply smiled trying to cover it up and wiped the years away. We started to play Bulletproof love and out of the corner of my eye I saw her run away. I thought she needed space and didn't worry the crew was there, the other bands were there, she'll be safe. Halfway through our performance our manager walked up to me when Vic was talking and gave me the news.

I dropped my drum sticks and cried into my hands as he stared at me in sympathy. The boys looked at me when I dropped my drum sticks and stared. Our manager walked over to Tony who slammed his own guitar into the ground and broke into tears, Jaime sunk into the ground and cried as loud as he could, but Vic was worse. Vic's expression fell when he was told, he held on tighter to the microphone and hugged the pole as he rocked back and fourth to calm down.

The fans stared at is wondering what was wrong.

"Sorry guys... seems we're going to have to cut this short." Vic's voice came out shaky. "Seems a person who is very dear to all of our hearts has been injured. She's in the hospital as if this moment.." He trailed off.

"She's injured and alone!" Tony joined in. "We need to go, I hope you guys can forgive us for cutting this concert short." He spoke.

"Go!" Some fan screamed. "We know who she is just go!"

"We love you guys so much!!" Tony smiled as the tears still streamed down his face.

"We love you too!" The fan screamed. The crowd cheered in agreement.

"You don't know how much this means to us.." Jaime spoke. I remember we ran off stage right away and got into the tour bus and drive to the hospital where she was at. Sweaty as we were we ran in as people stared at us.

"Sammy Sanity. What's her room?" Tony spoke.

"Seems she's right over there." She pointed ay the stretcher close to the waiting room. "Poor thing."

We ran over to the stretcher tripping our own feet in the process. There she laid so peacefully but not what we wanted to see. She was bleeding badly and way to pale more than usual.

"No! No!" Jaime screamed in tears as he fell to the ground.

"Sam..." Tony barley mouthed before he hugged her body and cried.

"I did this!! No Sam!!" Vic screamed as he landed next to Jaime on the ground and cried.

I looked around and saw the while waiting room staring at us. Four guys in ther twenties and thirties, sweaty and tattooed all over crying on the hospital floor. After looking at Sam for a while I couldn't take it and broke down in tears, I hugged Jaime and Vic and after a while Tony joined in.

I remember we cried for hours until the doctors walked in and took her to surgery. We all slept on the hospital floor that night.

***Tony's POV***

Everything's ruined now. I thought to myself as I ran a hand through my hair. Look at this I'm hiding in my room. I don't dare go outside because I'm afraid of everything, I feel that if I go out I won't be able to handle it anymore. I can't even handle this anymore....

I'm vulnerable again and I promised myself I wouldn't ever be like that again no matter what, but then she come on tour and just brightened everyone's day. She got us all to open up a little more even more than before. We're not a perfect band but with her around we were. She came ong and just made it all better. Now she's hanging on by a thread and what am I doing? Crying, she made me vulnerable again.

Why? Just why?

Take the most precious thing in my life away?! Take the one thing I love more than myself away?!

We all saw her cry that night after the argument her and Vic had and we didn't help. We were there that night and we couldn't save her?

Maybe if we've been better friends or a better family to her she wouldn't have ran off and gotten herself injured...

I can't handle this!!!

I was there that night we all were and yet we couldn't have done anything!?!

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