Say I'm wrong (Vic Fuentes) ON HOLD!!!!!!

Further from the truth

***Jaime's POV***

Remember when I said that I was nothing without you? I never lied, I never did. You thought I was open but I was broken instead. I remember when you tried to lie and say I was your everything. I remember how bad that hurt when I found out the truth because with those simple meaningless words that you spoke without effort made my whole world brighter. Even if it was a lie and it hurt, I can't lie and say it didn't make me the happiest person in the whole wide world.

A promise doesn't mean a thing to me anymore...

But I never told you everything. I'm losing hope and everything along the way.

I'm sorry this wasn't easy when I asked you I'm sorry. You never let go but I'm letting go....

Tears blurred my vision as I looked down towards my palm. Half my brain urged myself to rethink that I wasn't being reasonable, but the other side argued that it was the way to let go and stop feeling everything.

What's this one try going to do? End it all? I hope so, then I won't feel so useless whenever I see her laying there...

***Tony's POV***

"Where's Jaime?" I asked to Mike. He had forced me to open my door and let him in. I never wanted to answer the door for him.

"I don't know go check on him." Mike spoke. "I haven't seen him in a while... I think he's in his room." Mike said turning back and going back to his nap.

"I'll go check on him then." I said getting up without disturbing the now sleeping Mike besides me.

I didn't bother to put on more clothing. I went out with my boxers, a muscle tight shirt, no shoes, hair in a mess, and my eyes all puffy from crying to much. I looked as if I was homeless with awesome tattoos. Let's face it I would be one attractive homeless person...

I took the elevator down onto Jaime's floor and made my way towards his room. 104 on floor number 5.

I knocked once and then twice and still no answer.

"Jaime?!" I screamed into his door. He usually answers the door even when he's going through a hard time like this.

He hates to be alone in these moments because he knows he'll do something he regrets.

I paused to rethink about what I just thought about.

Jaime alone, depressed, unstable..

What did we just do?! We left him alone!! He can't be alone!! Don't we know any better?

I started to panic and knock on the door louder hoping that any moment Jaime would open it.

"Jaime?! Please open the door!!!" I screamed in a panicked tone. "Jaime?! Please!!" I screamed louder as tears flooded my eyes, causing my vision to become blurry.

I saw some people already get out of their rooms to see what the screaming was about. I bet they didn't expect a homeless looking guy banging on a door screaming with tears running down his cheeks.

"Jaime!!!" I screamed one last time. This time the door opened and out fell Jaime into my arms.

"I'm so sorry... I don't know..." He spoke in tears and showed my the empty bottle of pills. "I'm sorry..."

"Jaime!!!" I screamed crying even more. I took the empty pill bottle and threw it across the hallway. "You're not leaving me today!!!" I screamed.

I looked down at the Jaime below me all broken, and ill. I took a deep breath and stuck my fingers down his throat to try and make him throw up the pills. He threw up after a while, people watched as he did that and as I cried.

I reached for my phone in my pocket and called 911.

"Yes? Umm my friend he took a whole bottle of pills... he needs help.. I made him throw up most of them..." I had to pause to catch my breath. "I can't lose him... not right now... not when I need him the most..." I cried into the phone loudly.

"Where are you?" The man spoke.

"25th street kings hotel room 104, 5th floor." I spoke.

"We'll be right there." He spoke and hung up.

I looked down at Jaime and hugged him as tight as I could while I cried. I love this man to death and he can't leave me...

***Jamie's POV***

I heard knocking on my door, followed by a few screams. Tony's screams.. He knocked a few more times as I looked down at the bottle.

With tears in my eyes I walked towards the door and swallowed the pills. Only then did I realize I've done something horrible..

Tony my best friend in the world and I'm doing this to him. He's been through enough and is going through hell right now like the rest of us. What did I just do?!

I opened the door to find Tony in tears. I fell into his arms as I cried even harder. I want to apologize to him..

"I'm sorry... I don't know..." Was all I could get out before it all went dark. I felt him cry even more. And in that instant I swear I could hear his poor beaten up heart break at the sight of me..

I'm sorry Tony, I'm sorry Mike, I'm sorry Vic, and I'm sorry Sam. I love you all.

I'm so stupid.

Please forgive me Tony.

I never meant for this to happen...

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