Just Believe (Justin Bieber Ariana Grande)

Chapter 16

It's been a week. A week that Justin has been in a coma.

The doctors are doubting he will ever come out.

But I have to stay strong for him. I have to.

"Honey, please go home and rest." Pattie pleaded for the millionth time this week.

I had only gone home once to get clothes. I was allowed to shower here and they had food here so that was all I needed.

I never really slept. I slept maybe 3 hours per night if I was lucky. I would constantly have a nightmare about Justin dying and whenever I woke up from that I had to get up and go look at his heart monitor.

I was going crazy.

I never ate. I never slept. I never left the hospital. Hell, I didn't leave his room.

"No Pattie. I can't." I said as a tear slippes from my eye.

"Honey, I know this is hard and itvis for me too but, this won't help him. He doesn't want this. You have lost way too much weight and the doctors here are also starting to worry. Please eat something and get some sleep at least." She pleaded witg tears brimming in her eyes. She cared about me. She really cared about me.

"I'm really sorry for all this Pattie. You already have it hard enough and I am just another burden. I'm so sorry." I said as tears franticly started to come from my eyes.

"Honey you are not a burden! Don't you ever say that again young lady." She said and hugged me.

I felt safe. I felt so safe in her arms. Pattie was such an open hearted person and so, so sweet.

Right now, I wish it was me laying there in stead of Justin. I deserve to die. What do I have to offer the world?

I am a broken person. I have no family. Justin is still here. Pattie is so upset.

Why am I here? No-one would care if I left would they?

I'll see my mom and Frankie in heaven. I'll be happier there.

Yeah, tonight is my last night. I know it for sure.

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"Pattie I'm going home for the night. Is that okay?" I asked her.

"Finally honey! I hope you'll get some good sleep. Good night, I'll see you in the morning okay?"

I didn't say anything and just nodded. Little did she know...

I got in my car and drove home. To my old home.

I parked the car and hurridly walked in my house.

Blade, blade, blade, blade.

That was all I thought. I ran up the stairs into the bathroom. I opened at least 4 cupboards when I finally found one.

"Here you are." I smiled as tears left my eyes.

I opened abother cupboard and found the pills.

This was it. This was my last day.

"I love you Justin." I cried as I slid the blade across my arm multiple times.

I made sure the cuts were deep. I bled a lot and that's when I grabbed the pills.

I took in one. Two. Tree. Four....

Soon I had so many I lost count.

My conscienseness started to fade when I got a phone call.

Without even looking I answered but didn't say anything.

"ARIANA! JUSTIN H-HE WOKE UP! H-HE REALL-LY WANT TO S-SEE YOU!" I heard Patties voice.

I smiled and soon everything went black.

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Beep. Beep. Beep.

After everything went black it changed to white. I was in a white, room I think?

I looked down and saw that I had long white dress on as well.

"Hello?" I called out.

No response. I started walking in a random direction when I saw somebody.

My heart skipped beat when the person turned around.

"Mom!" I cried. I ran to her and she held me in her arms.

"Mom I miss you so much!" I cried.

"Honey, why did you do it?" She asked letting go of me.

"Do what?" I asked.

"Look at your arm." She said so I did. I saw a wound that was at least 5 cm long.

"W-What happ-"

"You were dealing with too much stress honey." Mom cut me off.

"So, a-am I dead now?" I aksed.

"No. You are in the middle. This is where you make a choice. You stay or you go back." She said.

I wanted to stay. If mom was here Frankie would be too. I missed them so much.

But Justin...and Pattie. I can't just leave them.

I sighed looking at my mother.

"You don't know what to do, do you?"

"No." I sighed again.

"Think about it this way; if you stay you'll see all the loved ones you love BUT, you will never see Justin again. If you go back you know we are here and we are okay. You can have a happy life with Justin and when it's your time to go we'll be here waiting."

"I don't know..." I whined.

"Ariana Grande-Butera if I were you I'd go back. Justin is up from his coma and if he finds out you died he'll be devistated. I and your brother will watch over you and we'll be waiting. Now try and open your eyes." She told me as she gave me a last hug and disappeard.

Everything was black again.

Okay, I can do this. For Justin.

I tried to open my eyes with all I had but I couldn't.

Again.

I tried again but again, no succes.

I tried again. And again. And again.

But then when I told myself I'd try for the last time, they opened but i was immediately blinded by lights.

"SHE'S AWAKE!"

I heard a familliar voice yell.
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A/N

Heyyyy
I started my senior year and I am sooo nervous!

And....I'm sorry it took so long to update....tbh I absolutely forgot I had a story.

But I'm back now and I hope you liked this chapterrr!

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Luv yall