Chapter 7

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"I-I love you."

I just sat there. Looking at him. He let go of me and began rambling like the he told me he liked me. after a few minutes I just him up by kissing him. He needed to stop over thinking. I loved him too, but I was scared. I had loved before. He hurt me, a lot. I didn't stop kissing and laid my hand on his cheek. He took both hands and placed them on my thighs. Things got a little heated and he pulled away.

"Wh-what was that?" He asked a little confused.

"I-I..." I got tuck in my words.

"You what?" He asked.

"I-I... I love you. So much." I said.

"Are you-are you serious?" He smiled.

"Ye-" He cut me off by placing his lips on mine again. My body felt like it got electrocuted by the feeling he gave me. I felt the love, I felt how gentle he was being. I loved him so much, and I knew he loved me.

He lifted me off the couch and walked up the stairs never taking his lips off. He kicked his bedroom door open and laid me down on his bed. I was loving every moment of this.

"Do you really love me?" I asked him.

"Yes. Yes I do. I've never felt this way about anyone. You, you make me complete." He smiled.

"I love you. So, so much." I smiled back and pulled his head down to my lips again.

"Do you really want to do this?" He asked me. I'm a virgin and always wanted to keep that for someone special. He was special and we loved each other.

"Yes, definitely. You?" 

"Yes, more than anything." He smiled. "But uh, you should know, you're gonna be my first." He blushed. aw, he's embarrassed.

"You're gonna be mine too." I said and kissed him. He got really gentil and I felt how scared he was. Hell, I was too. But for what? Him seeing my body. I hated every inch of myself. I'm fat, ugly, damn I got such small boobs. I'm scared that if he saw me naked, he'd break up with me because I wasn't as he expected.

He started slowly tugging on my shirt. He placed his hand on my bare back and caressed me. I guess he could also feel how scared I was.

"Jay, what if I'm not beautiful enough without clothes? Will you leave me?" I said.

"Ari of course not! Don't be silly you're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. You have no need to be insecure about yourself. You're perfect in every way."

"But my boobs are smaller than other girls..."

"Do I look like I care? Big or small I love you. God, I love you so much." He said and started tugging at my shirt again. He looked me in the eyes and I smiled at him. I took off my shirt and I was exposed. I never wore push-up bras so this was me.

"Your turn." I smiled. He took off his shirt and looked a little insecure.

"Jay seriously? You have a freaking six-pack you don't have to be insecure about anything." I laughed and attacked him with a kiss. We fell backwards so he was on top and I started opening his belt. I opened his pants and my hand slid by his big bulge. Gosh, he was HUGE. He took his pants of and I ripped mine off too. I just sat there and he looked at me.

"You're beautiful." Justin said and started kissing me.

"I-I don't have a condom babe." He whispered.

"I'm in the pill don't worry." I smiled.

He opened my bra and threw it somewhere across the room. I laughed and started tugging at his briefs. God I wanted him. I was ready.

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