KABHI JO BADAL BARSE

Chapter 5

🌷🍂तेरा होने लगा हूं
खोने लगा हूं 🪻🍀
जब से मिला हूं 🍀🪻
तेरा होने लगा हूं 🪻🍀
खोने लगा हूं 🍀🪻
जब से मिला हूं🍂🌷

Abhijeet’s POV

Radhika.. Radhika…. Radhika……..
I love her name. Not only the name but the person herself. Time is really important. How many things can occur in such a short time. Like I met her in the morning, I fell in love with her, she captured my heart and now she is taking over my whole mind. My thoughts start from her and if they get distracted they always find a way back to her. I was looking at her in the class like she was the only person worth wasting my precious time for. The only person without whom I would like to go extinct. The way our eyes met it told an ancient folklore. Mysteries unfolding. A journey in which everything else seemed to fade away. Only us speaking of the different emotions of the heart. Even if I wanted to go back I can't. I really wanted to remove my eyes but my heart betrayed my thoughts. My eyes found refuge in hers. It's like a beautiful song and I would love to get addicted to it. It's like a small touch of a gust of wind. It's like a sunset stay for a little time but captures a great place in your heart. It's like a soulful violin tune.The connection it has is not just physical attraction but a connection of soul. Eyes can convey more meanings than words ever can. They are the mirror of the soul. It reflects what a person cannot tell. But what I saw in her eyes was beautiful. She has a pure and beautiful soul.How can I stop my mind from wandering in her thoughts. Looks like you are capturing both my heart and mind but I would love both of us to get captured in our own world, a world where there is only us. Abhijeet and Radhika. I can still remember the time when we were lost to each other. The time we first met. We were just standing but that moment was lovely. But ‘ lovely’ is a mere word to describe it. The way we were looking at each other seemed like we had known each other for years. Love was something i never got in my life but if I have to define love the only thing that can come to my mind is your name. I really fell for you Radha,I did. Love is unexpected for me but I want to get involved in this divine and soulful journey of love. Today for the first time I lost my tune on my guitar. I can't play it because my mind, my heart and my world is playing the tune of you. Nothing came to mind but the song Teri Deewani. My hands moved along with my guitar strings while I sang the song beautifully.

Preet ki lat mohe aisi laagi
Ho gayi main matwari
Bal bal jaaun apne piya ko
Hey main jaaun vaari
Mohe sudh-budh na rahi tan-man ki
Ye toh jaane duniya saari
Bebas aur laachar phirun main
Haari main dil haari
Haari main dil haari

I strum the opening chords of "Teri Deewani," the melancholy notes echoing through my room.As I play, I see her face in my mind's eye - those piercing eyes, that radiant smile. My fingers move deftly, the music flowing from my heart. Each chord, each note, resonates with the longing I feel.

Tere naam se jee loon
Tere naam se mar jaaun
Tere naam se jee loon
Tere naam se mar jaaun
Teri jaan ke sadqe mein
Kuch aisa kar jaaun

I close my eyes, letting the melody wash over me. Memories flood my mind our first meet,laughter in the canteen today,our whispers, our stolen glances. My fingers falter for a moment, but the music continues, a reflection of my soul.
I sing the lyrics, my voice barely above a whisper.

Tune kya kar daala
Mar gayi main, mit gayi main
Ho jee
Haan jee
Ho gayi main
Teri deewani deewani
Teri deewani deewani
Tune kya kar daala
Mar gayi main, mit gayi main
Ho jee
Haan jee
Ho gayi main
Teri deewani deewani
Teri deewani deewani