Love Or Attraction {Fifth Harmony/ You}

Chapter 4

Your POV
"Listen, Normani, Im sorry. I got carried away and lost track of time and before I knew it, it was morning. I didn't mean to stand you up, im sorry. Forgive me?" I ask and take one of her hands into mine. She looks at me and I see a tear escape her eye. I wipe it away and look at her sadly. "Why are you crying? Please, please dont cry. I didnt want to hurt you." I say and my voice cracked at the end. She sits up and i have to shift my body away slightly to make room for her frame. She wraps her arms around my neck and starts sobbing into my shoulder. I dont know whats happening but she has a soft spot growing in me and i dont seem to mind, who would? Shes gorgeous, intelligent, and she deserves the stars. Why am I thinking about this, I mean i could see myself settling down with her, but i barely know her. Okay, thats a lie. I know everything about all of them. I find myself strangely attracted to all 5 of them. I cant stop thinking about a life with all of them, but the only ones who have shown any attraction toward me are Mani and Lauren. I need to figure this out and spend some quality time with each of them alone. I look down and notice Mani is lightly snoring on my shoulder. I lift her up slightly, and lay her back down on her pillow. She stirs a little but she settles down and I lift myself from her bed gently. I walk over to the door and look back once before walking out and making my way down the stairs. I see Camila in a sports bra and fuzzy shorts, pouring herself some orange juice. I walk up and sit on the counter without her noticing. I study her and see she is swaying to the music blaring from here headphones, Andrea Bochelli, I like how she rolls. She turns around and see's me, she drops the carton and jumps back slightly, but she just bends down and picks up the curtain while cussing to herself. She stands up and takes out her headphones, and looks at me, "Do you think you could've warned me that you were standing behind me?", she asked sassily. "Sorry, I didn't wanna bother you and I liked watching you sway, and i like your music and wheres Lauren? and why did you guys leave yesterday?" I ask, rambling on until she placed her hand over my mouth. "Listen, I think you should ask Lauren yourself. She just left for her morning run before you came downstairs. Why were you even upstairs?" "I was talking to Normani about stuff." I say, only slightly fibbing in the process. She looks at my clothes and looks at me weirdly. "Are those yours?" "No, McKailah's." I say, shrugging. "So, you did have sex with her?" "Yeah, I mean, that's what Mani and I were talking about." "Oh, I thought I had a shot with a hottie." Camila said looking down.