Warnings: SH mentions,Cutting
Chuuya's P.O.V
I was sitting on my bathroom floor, razor blades, broken glass, and bloody bandages were there in a corner. Not very well hidden. I needed to take a shower but I felt like drowning myself if I did. But that's not a bad thing right?
I forced myself to get up off the floor. I looked around for a bit and saw so
Dazai's bandages on the sink. They've been there for a long time. Since he left me in the port mafia. That was four years ago?..I think it was at least. I really needed to clean up.
I got took off my clothes and got in the shower. I just sat there. It's been four years since I last saw him..but I still have his phone number right? But what if he changed it? But it wouldn't hurt to text him right?
Dazai's P.OV
Mhh I wonder how chibi is doing~ It's been four years since I last saw him..Mhhh..I don't know if him moved butttt I could go check. But what if he's not there? Oh well..I'm bored anyway so might as well go.
I started making my way to chibi's apartment. It was around 11:30 pm but it's not like he would be asleep at this time. I soon reached his apartment. His balcóny door was opened so I just entered. His apartment was a mess.
Oh the picture Chibi and i took, i can't believe he still has this. Whats that shiny thing in the-Huh? Razor blades..and blood?..does chibi cut? But..he never used to so..why did he..start now? Maybe I should check on him more often.
I walked into his kitchen andI looked through a few and of his cabinets and even the fridge but there was hardly any food. Just wine and liquor. Maybe I should buy food for chibi? I heard a door open. It was the bathroom door.
"Oh hey Chibi.."
"Wh-what the hell are you-!? Am I hallucinating again?.."
He has hallucinations? That's not healthy but maybe I should play alone for a bit? I mean it's not like it will hurt him or something.
"Urm yes. We both know that I wouldn't actually come here."
"I know..I wish you were real..I haven't seen you in years..sometimes I wonder why you left me in the port mafia.."
"I'm sorry about that Chibi.."
I didn't expect that. I was one for hugs but he looked like he needed one. I grabbed Chibi by the waist and hugged him.
Chuuya's P.O.V
W-what the hell!? He's real!? I can't believe I just said that to the real Dazai..and he apologized? How did he even get here? I felt myself tearing up in his arms, I couldn't help but hug him back. Tears ran down my face as I completely let go and broke down in his arms.
-Time skip-
Dazai's P.O.V
It was around 1am the day after chibi broke down in my arms. He also fell asleep in my arms and when I took him to his bed he clung to so I ended up staying the night and cuddling him the entire night. He held on to me the whole night too.
It's morning through the sun hasn't risen yet..Chibi doesn't have any food so I don't think he's eating since he's not one to go out and eat or other food..and he's..cutting..so maybe I should say with him and take care of him for a bit..I can tell he still thinks adout how I left him alone in the port mafia..
I looked down at his sleeping form, he looked cute like this. I gently placed a kiss on his cheek, he's dead asleep it's not like he would notice. Sometimes he's so vulnerable..I should probably clean up the razors and broken glass. I don't want him to hurt himself again..
-Time skip to after Dazai finished cleaning-
Chuuya's P.O.V
I woke up and stretched slightly, my eyes fluttering open. I looked around and noticed Dazai in the kitchen. It looked like he was cooking? Did he actually go out and buy food for me? But I thought he hated me?
"Oh your awake Chibi! You must have had a good sleep since you clinged on to me for the whole night~"
"SHUT UP! It was just a moment of weakness."
"If you say so~ oh and I cleaned up your 'messes' but honestly I didn't know you cut."
"I don't wanna talk about that."
"Ok ok I won't push it..this time."
"What do you mean 'this time'?"
"Oh I'll be staying with you for a bit to make sure you don't hurt yourself anymore and that you actually eat."
"I didn't invite you to-"
He cut me off by kissing me. It lasted about 10 minutes. He's my enemy but for some reason I liked that?
"The food is really Chibi."
"Did you just ki- whatever..I'm not going to eat your stupid food. What it's poisoned!?"
"You weren't worrying about me poisoning you when you were clinging to be last night."
"I SAID IT WAS A MOMENT OF WEAKNESS YOU DICK!"
"A port mafia executive sleeping with the enemy? What would people say?~"
"Shut up asshole. No ones going to find out about..this."
"Are you telling me to keep this a secret? Oh my Chuuya I didn't expect that from you~"
"You are such a pain in the ass."
"Well. I could be a pain in your a-"
"Don't. You. Dare. Finish. That. Sentence."
"Is that a threat Chibi?"
"Yes it I'd. But on a serious note...I um I missed you."
"I missed you too. Chuuya."
Without warning he kissed me again but this time I didn't really mind. I stood up from the bed and rapped my hand around his neck as he picked me up. As I melted into the kiss he sat on the bed pulling me onto his lap. (Guess what happened next🌚)
Hi guys<3 hope yall are doing alright and that you guys are enjoying this. Any ways I'm not sure if Miami and I should write a whole other book about this so tell us what yall think!<3
-Nia
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