TW: Non-consensual intimacy, slight violence and non-consensual use of one another's body, please do not read if you're sensitive to this topic.
Enjoy.
Lying in bed, he asked the other boy.
"Felix"
After a while, he got a response.
"Yes Hyunjin?"
He was afraid to ask that question. He thought that it was too risky, he was scared that Felix would eventually catch up to what was happening.
But he started, so he'll finish.
"Have you ever made a mistake that changed your life for the worse?"
Silence followed as you could only hear their breaths.
He felt lips again, on his head. Again.
And again.
And again, for the last time.
"I've made many mistakes in my life Hyunjin, everyone has. Some of them were better than others but they were still mistakes"
He felt fingers in his hair, it was almost as comforting as the motion of Felix's chest rising against his head.
No one said anything for a moment. They just wanted to enjoy each other's presence, but he had to ask.
"Why are you asking Hyunjin?"
He felt tears in his eyes. He couldn't tell him.
"Curious"
He could practically sense the doubtful feeling coming from his friend.
"Are you sure? You can tell me anything, I won't ever judge you Hyunjin"
Silence.
"I know Yongbok, I'm sure."
...
"Okay"
* * *
It was getting worse.
He was getting worse.
Hyunjin never had serious mental nor physical issues, but this time was different.
He was getting worse every day, and it wasn't better when he had to do pictures of himself and send it to that man.
Again, why did he agree to it?
Their relationship at first was okay, it satisfied Hyunjin enough to the point he didn't even have the need to jerk off and that he didn't think about his lack of sexual encounters so much. He was satisfied.
Until everything went down.
He met Hwan randomly at a cafe, when they had their long awaited break from work. He, of course, knew who Hyunjin was but he said he'd never tell another living soul about him to anyone.
They became friends, pretty good ones.
They used to hang out often, going to different cafes or restaurants. They used to spend time in the park or take long night walks to relax.
It all changed when Hyunjin got drunk one night while hanging out with Hwan.
It happened fast, and Hyunjin doesn't remember that encounter so good anymore. All he knows is that he got drunk, spilled his hyper sexual problems on his new friend he knew not even 2 months and they fucked in Hwan's house.
