Chapter 167 Reason

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Li Qiluo nodded at Li Yue'e, and wanted to pass her.

When she passed sideways, Li Yue'e suddenly stopped her: "Let's talk."

Li Qiluo turned back to Li Yue'e: "I don't think we have anything to talk to.

Li Yue'e looked at Li Qiluo fixedly: "What, when you become the champion lady, you look down on me, and you don't even bother to talk to me?"

Li Qiluo was stunned for a moment, and then laughed.

Li Yuet'e: "What are you laughing at?"

Li Qiluo looked at her funny: "It's nothing." "It's just that I feel that Li Yue'e is becoming more and more extreme, even if she regrets it in her heart before, at least she will maintain her pride on her face, and she will never show it, but now her words reveal such a sourness!" If you want to talk about it, let's talk about it, but it won't be long, and there are still a few children waiting for me at home. 

Hearing the child, Li Yue'e was in a trance again, She also has a child, but after birth, the child has not passed through her hands, even in a house, the child has no intimacy when he sees her.

Li Yue'e found a private room in a teahouse, waved away the maid, and after sitting down, she was distracted with the teacup and didn't speak for a long time.

After Li Qiluo drank a cup of tea, he said directly: "If you have something, say it quickly, if it's okay, I'm going home."

Li Yue'e put down the teacup and looked directly at Li Qiluo: "Qiluo, sometimes think about it, fate is really strange, I have been much better than you since I was a child, proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, but you would only shrink in the corner at that time and didn't even dare to pick your head. I think I am stronger than most women in this world, they will only rely on their husband's snort, I am not willing to do this, I will not respect my husband as heaven like them, what I need is a promising husband to realize my ideals, you say, am I wrong? If women and men can have the same status, why should I camp like this?"

She exhaled lightly, and her slender index finger tapped on the teacup: "But now, if you look at our situation, I am not doing everything as I want, and my husband who is trying everything possible is simply unambitious, and my in-laws are also disgusted with me, and I can't even bring my own children with me to raise. As for you, the husband became the champion, and you naturally became the champion wife, and you have both children and are loved by your in-laws. I tried my best to get it, but in the end, the bamboo basket was empty, and you didn't do anything, but compared to me in everything. Isn't this fate, you say, ridiculous?"

Li Qiluo listened and sighed: "Do you really think that things are what you say?"

"Isn't it?"

Li Qiluo laughed: "Of course not, you said that you are stronger than most women in this world, and they will only rely on their husbands to live, what about you? Aren't you?"

"What's wrong with me? I am forced by circumstances, and if there is a place in the world where I can show my ambitions, why should I end up in such a situation? I fought, but I still failed, and you, who did nothing, became a winner."

When Li Qiluo heard this, she suddenly realized, and she said that at this time, Li Yue'e still has something to talk about with her, and the original intention is here!

Summing up Li Yue'e's words, it is nothing more than saying that she sees the world more thoroughly than most women, she doesn't want to be an ignorant woman who is only limited to the inner house, she has her own ambitions to realize. But the world doesn't give her a chance, so what should she do, then she can only let her husband do it.

When all women are willing to bow down to men, only she is unwilling to accept the status quo and has the courage to fight, even if she fails in the end, it is not her fault, but because her husband is useless, and the world is too harsh on women. As for Li Qiluo, he didn't do anything, but was willing to accept the status quo of women being dependent on men, but he had the last laugh, to paraphrase a sentence, Li Qiluo was completely lying to win.

"So, if you want to see my jokes, it may disappoint you, I have no regrets, I don't want to be a canary behind a man, a scheming woman in the inner house, I took action, that's it." She suddenly approached Li Qiluo: "You are not qualified to laugh at me."

Li Qiluo supported her forehead, what is this, Li Yue'e's mentality is becoming more and more extreme.

"What do you think you are? I'm too late to worry about my father-in-law's children and business, I have so much time to watch your jokes!" Li Qiluo laughed: "Also, you said that you carried out a struggle, so your so-called struggle is to pin your hopes on men? Your so-called ambition is to have a husband in a high position? You say you're better than most of the women in the world? Then I'll tell you, it's really not. Yes, I admit that in this world, the status of women is very low, far inferior to that of men, but they are at least self-aware and will not impose their unreasonable expectations on men because they are incapable. They are husbands and children, take care of housework, do everything in everything, and do their best to realize their own value, what about you, what have you done? What qualifications do you have to say that you are better than them?"

Li Yue's eyes trembled: "Look, this is the difference between me and you, you, like all women, have never regarded yourself as a real person, why are women the property of men? Why can men do anything, while women can only be confined to the inner house? You are willing to surrender to men, so you will naturally not understand my thoughts, say that my ambitions are ambitions, and use your shallow remarks to speculate on me ignorantly, in the end, we are not all the way, so I said, you are not qualified to laugh at me."

Li Qiluo pressed the corner of his forehead, a little headache, "I understand what you mean, you just mean that all women in this world are willing to accept an unfair fate, and you can stand up to fight, everyone is drunk and you wake up alone."

Li Yue'e bowed: "Yes, I don't think I'm wrong."

"Eldest sister, you are paranoid, you have to be cured!" Li Qiluo couldn't help but sigh, she admitted that Li Yue'e did have a sense of independence that most women in this world did not have, which was why she admired Li Yue'e a little at first. But later, this sister saw that she was being stimulated more and more extremely, and she was proud, and she couldn't let people see the slightest decline, so she desperately made excuses to prove that she was not wrong.

"If you really don't regret it, you definitely don't care in your heart, if you don't care, why did you go out of your way to find me and say this to me. The more you do this, the more your heart is exposed! I guess...." Li Qiluo hooked the corners of his mouth, "You regret it more now."

"Nonsense!" Li Yue'e shook her hand holding the teacup.

"Tsk." Li Qiluo sighed twice and raised his eyebrows: "If there is a mirror, you can find out how pale and weak your face is now. You say you're the one who sees the most, but I think you're the most lost one." Li Qiluo nodded at the table, "In your eyes, no matter what you do, except for being a big official, it's useless, right? You are sure that you really have ambitions that dare not be subordinated, and not because of vanity and pleasure and want to be a beautiful official wife. You never look for reasons in yourself, and you never think about really relying on yourself, and if you fail, you will only blame the world and others, in my opinion, this is sad."

"Pathetic? What right do you have to say that I am pathetic, you got all this for nothing without doing anything, what position do you have to say that I am pathetic!" Li Yue'e had always held her face before, even if she had said so many words before, she was trying her best to keep her face calm, and it was only then that she became excited.

"And you know I didn't do anything?" Li Qiluo didn't want to talk to Li Yue'e anymore, anyway, she was now trapped in a self-made world, and she couldn't listen to any more talk. She put down the teacup and stood up to leave: "Since you think I don't understand your world, you can't communicate, and you have never regretted it, then you just live your own life. How good you are, how different you are, sorry, I'm not interested in knowing. In the future, you don't have to pull me to say so much to prove yourself and say goodbye."

Li Qiluo walked out of the house, Li Yue'e looked at the door that was closed again, and was stunned for a long time before muttering: "I'm not wrong, and I don't regret it."

Li Qiluo walked out of the teahouse and just walked to the city gate, but saw Qin Ling waiting.

"Xianggong, why are you here?" Li Qiluo hurriedly greeted him.

"I see like it's going to rain, and I'm worried about you." Qin Ling put the clothes in his hand on Li Qiluo. Li Qiluo glanced at the sky, it was gloomy and gloomy, and there was a cold wind, as if there were signs of the next moon.

"If it rains, I'll buy an umbrella in the county, where can I use you to send an umbrella."

Qin Ling smiled, didn't answer directly, only said, "The children miss you."

"Did the kids miss me or did you miss me?" Li Qiluo looked at Qin Ling teasingly. Qin Ling coughed, "I'm afraid of rain, I rented a carriage, let's go."

Seeing that Qin Ling was avoiding the topic, Li Qiluo snickered in his heart and got into the carriage with Qin Ling. Qin Ling put his hand to his mouth, and after he let out the heat, he put Li Qiluo's hand in the palm of his hand, "It's freezing." 

"It's fine." She let Qin Ling move, and carefully explained today's conversation with Li Yue.

Qin Ling listened and nodded: "It's not strange. Li Yue'e is arrogant by nature, if she admits that it is her own reason, she will definitely not be able to bear it, and she must have a reason to comfort herself in order to continue to live proudly."

After saying this, both put the matter down.

Back at home, the three children didn't see Li Qiluo for a long time, and when they saw her come back, they were especially affectionate, Zijing and Zishu firmly hugged Li Qiluo's waist and shouted at their mother, while Zigui giggled at Li Qiluo.

Li Qiluo hugged Zigui and kissed him: "Why don't you usually see you smiling so happily?"

Qin Zigui also called Yiniang, and then clicked a few times.

"I said why are you smiling so happily at me, it turns out that you want to feed." It's now October, and the three children are one year and two months old, and Li Qiluo is ready to feed them until the beginning of the year and wean.

"Mother, milk~" Qin Zigui went to pick up Li Qiluo's clothes by himself.

Li Qiluo hurriedly pressed his little hand: "I know, I know, I'll feed you right away."

When Qin Zigui was breastfeeding, Zijing and Zishu hugged Li Qiluo's thigh and watched with blank eyes. But now it's not the same as it used to be, now their little mouths can speak, not only looking, but also shouting vigorously, "Mother, milk, milk..."

"Grandma is outside, let's go find it." Li Qiluo pointed out the door.

The two sisters looked outside the door, and hurriedly turned their heads again, Zijing pointed to Li Qiluo's chest, and then put her finger in her mouth and sucked: "Milk..."

It means this milk, not that grandma.

Li Qiluo couldn't cry or laugh: "You are really a little clever ghost, wait first, and it will be your turn when my brother finishes eating." When I couldn't speak before, I usually fed the two daughters first, and Qin Zigui watched from the side. Now he can speak, and when it was time to breastfeed, he was ahead of the two sisters, giggling at Li Qiluo, laughing and calling his mother, and when Li Qiluo took him into his arms, he began to find milk to eat.

So later, most of the time, he was breastfeeding in front.

When Zijing and Zishu heard Li Qiluo say this, the two of them stared at Qin Zigui with big eyes open.

Qin Zigui closed his eyes while eating, and kicked his legs from time to time with satisfaction.

Zijing and Zishu waited for a while, and seeing that Qin Zigui was still sucking hard, Zijing reached out and pulled Lazigui's fleshy little feet: "Eat! Fast!" It's imposing.

Qin Zigui let go of his mouth, turned his head to look at the two sisters, and turned his head over to eat hard, and his calves were even more happy!

It was Qin Zijing who shot this time, she patted Zigui's calf, frowned and said angrily: "Quick!"

Zigui closed his eyes as usual, eating with relish, I don't know if it was Li Qiluo's illusion, he ate much slower than just now.

Li Qiluo has a headache, at such a young age, he has a tendency to fight, and he will have it when he grows up. She nodded the tip of Qin Zigui's little nose: "Don't recruit your sisters, hurry up and finish eating, your sisters are still hungry."

Only then did Qin Zigui open his eyes and look at Li Qiluo, and increased his sucking efforts.

When Qin Zigui finished eating, Li Qiluo looked at her daughter with two eyes, "Mother feed you together, don't move." Now that the child is older, it is not easy to hold the two of them in his arms again.

Zijing and Zishu spread their hands at the same time and waited for Li Qiluo to hug them.

Li Qiluo picked up the two sisters, and it took a lot of effort for them to finally eat milk at the same time. Qin Zigui sat on the side, stretched out his hand and patted each of his two sisters on the legs.

The winter clothes are thick, and he still has some sound when he pats.

Li Qiluo glanced at Qin Zigui: "Zigui, why are you getting more and more naughty, you weren't like this when you were a child, tell me, who taught you?"

When Qin Zigui saw Li Qiluo looking over, he hurriedly withdrew his hand and cheered at her.

Li Qiluo smiled: "I will pretend." Well, it's Qin Ling's species, dear!


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