This is before and after.
Before, I produced a surplus just to be demanded more.
Before, I simply walked paved roads to improve my well-being.
Before, I worked mindlessly with little to no acknowledgement.
And after, I realize that my products bring much laughter.
After, I learn that my health is much more. My mentality is no longer poor.
After, I find and rejoice at all the little things happening in between.
This rare analyzation has made me confident.
And satisfied. Because being confident and being cocky are two different things.
As well as peaceful. Taking pride in what I do and boasting are two different things.
These circumstances have given me a small, but blissful epiphany.
Reminding me to use this thing for all future events ahead of me.
"That thing": I believe it's called attention.
Finally observing that thing.
It's nice.