"Hi Daddy, I miss you. I know you have done things to hurt me. I wish you had stayed in my life instead of choosing drugs over me. You always promised me that you would come back and never leave but you did over and over again. You never just stayed for a long time. I am writing to you because I hope you can help me. Help me escape this house but truthfully I don't know why I am writing you this. I don't know if you are in jail again or just choosing to ignore me. I truly never wanted anything from you, just your love.
Makes me sad realizing you never wanted any part of my life as many times as you said you did. You always left so easily. No fight at all. Sometimes I feel like you were the cause of half of my heart being shut off from the world. I can't even trust people and so much more.... I know I have to let you go and not keep letting you around, into my life. I got this far without a father and I can make it a whole lifetime without you.
I have to forgive you for hurting me and breaking my heart. I did everything to be a perfect daughter but I guess nothing seemed to work. You chose to put me on the back burner and forget I even existed at times. I will always regret letting you in my life.
Goodbye father, I hope everything turns around for you.
I love you."
10:28pm
Saturday, July 1st
