"hungry" millie said over and over again.
i wanted to cry. why is everything so much all in one go.
"yes i know millie i know. here baby"
i gave her a bag of cut up apple and let her eat them. i started to drive when i realised i was going the wrong way. everything was getting to much i just pulled over and called haylee i didn't want to hassle her but i feel safe talking to her. like i've known her for years and years.
haylee: hi love are you okay?
kayleigh: no i'm really not.everything is pissing me off it's so shit.
"shit" millie said with a cheeky smile
"oh my god millie no"
haylee laughed and asked where i was. i told her and she said i was walking distance from the pitch she said she'd come and drive us here. it took her about 20-25 minutes to walk down. she ended up running.
"hi"
"hi" i giggled at her about her being so out of breath
"hey don't laugh i'm here to make you happy"
she smiled and grabbed my cheeks.
"hey noo"
she then started tickling me and millie laughed. i told them both to shush and smacked haylees hand.
we swapped seats and she started driving.
god she looked so good. i wish she was.
what stop boyfriend you have a boyfriend.
ugh.
we finally got to the pitch just as they were coming off. it started raining and they decided to cancel all the games. i'm mad i really wanted to watch haylee play.
"oh there you are love"
"what haylee?"
"i..that wasn't me shh"
"oh shit. hi josh" i laughed at haylees face get all red
"oh you to know each other?"
"yes you could say that. we met at the party playing veryy fun games huh kay?"
"i hate you."
"you love meee"
saying that seemed odd. when she didn't agree i got sad. i kinda wanted her to love me. not just as a friend i wanted more. shit.
"you guys seem close"
"we've been closer" me and haylee said at the same time laughing until we couldn't breathe
"um sorry what? it was not that funny" josh rolled his eyes
"yeah it was inside joke dickhead"i rolled my eyes back at him. he never lets me be happy.
"you wish it was inside" haylee whispered in my ear making me spit my water out and laugh again
"yes. yes i do" i said that looking into her eyes making her go all red i laughed once again and she punched my arm
"um well guys i'm hungry i'll go get noah and uh i we will go"
i laughed at him stuttering and told him i'll meet him there with kaylee and started skipping around with millie until she ran off by herself. me and haylee stood talking letting millie run around for a bit.
