Coping

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(Fanart not mine, couldn't find the artist who did it)

(This takes place during the argument of the full moon ep.)

(!!TW!! sm0k!ng)

(after Stolas says he cares about Blitz and wants to give him the freedom to choose)

"Your just saying that to mess with me. Because what your saying right now is BULLSH*T. You just want to look like the GOOD GUY. You think I'm stupid or something? Am I just your plaything to do as you please??? I KNOW I mean NOTHING more to you then our little F*ck sessions. I never have. All I will ever be is someone's toy until they get bored and throw me away. WELL, IM NOT LETTING THAT HAPPEN AGAIN! IT WON'T HAPPEN TO ME B!TCH!" (had a little too much fun writing this)

Stolas: "Blitz- That's not what I'm trying to do, I- I care for you-"

Blitz:      "Save it B!tch. You don't. You never will."

Before Stolas could say much more, Blitz had already stormed out. Blitz headed back to IMP, sneaking past Millie, Moxxie, and Loona. (not that he had to sneak past Loona, she didn't really care) 

Blitz went to his room, feeling lower than ever. He wanted a genuine relationship with Stolas, but he couldn't see someone genuinely loving his personality happening. He looked across the room, spotting a pack of cigarettes on his nightstand. He forgot when he had bought them, but he needed the "pick-me-up".

Blitz grabbed the pack and lit a cigarette, then he brought it to his mouth. He could feel the instant  weight temporarily being lifted off his shoulders. He knew damn well he shouldn't be coping like this, but f*ck it. He was already in hell. Blitz lay on the couch, he squirted some hot sauce on cheese (his comfort food) and started eating large portions for just one sitting. He turned the TV on and watched the horse show "Spirit", it was ironic how he was watching a kid's show while smoking a cigarette. But it was just how he coped. Blitz never learned how to properly cope with his emotions, he usually just put up an act, pretending to always be the stupid and raunchy Imp everyone saw him as. (none of this is cannon btw)  And when he didn't have the energy, he turned to his favourite TV show and a pack of cigarettes for help.

(Kinda lost motivation to make this longer but I wanted to post something, sorry it's so short)

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