Seeing Jack's guilt face as he was being dragged out of the lobby made me so depressed, but seeing what he did to Daniel outraged me. I should be mad at him for elbowing me to the ground & for almost killing my ex boyfriend but I wasn't. I understood he was just trying to protect me but what he did to Daniel was gratuitous. At this point I wasn't sure whether or not to forgive him or if I could continue any type of relationship with him. What if he did it again & he doesn't stop & kills someone. He obviously has anger issues that he needs to sort out. While I was in the infirmary, I kept replaying what happened in my head & when Jack hit Daniel with that bottle it made me cringe everytime. Jack didn't look like himself when he was hurting Daniel though, he looked like someone had possessed him & to be honest, It scared the shit out of me. Once my nose stopped bleeding I went to the infirmary next to mine to see if Daniel was okay. He was, thank god, but the doctor said he would take to visit a hospital the next morning when we docked in Barbados to get his head stitched up. Daniel slept for most of the time I visited him so around midnight I intended to get some sleep. Hopefully the guys are not having a hard time keeping Jack out of trouble for the night.
