He's The One

chapter 5: Separation

I've been staying in my room for 5 days now. I didn't even get out once. I don't want to see anyone if I don't get to see Antonio. I don't care if people think I'm acting childish or stupid, I'm not giving up on us. I care too much to just let go and leaving my room is just another way of saying that I give up and my parents were right. Antonio's parents also figured out from what I heard my parents say and they also said that he ran away and said he's not coming back unless he gets to see me. For the past 5 says my mom's been trying to talk to me and get me out of my room but I'm not going to. I've been eating Nutella and left over pizza and sode. My dad hasn't even tried once to talk to me, I'm pretty sure he hates me by now but I don't give a fuck of what happens cause all I want is to see Antonio. My mom's been knocking on my door and she keeps saying the she thing everyday. She asks me if I need anything and then teens me that she left food at the door and starts apologizing for all that has happened and she begs me to get out.

*knocking* "hey honey do u need anything? I left you some pasta at the door if you're hungry. I really didn't want this to happen I don't know what I did wrong but I'm so sorry your life shouldn't be like this it's all my fault. Darling you can't stay in that room forever you have to get out and be with your friends, please honey." I stopped listening and after a while she left. Deja vu every single day. All I want is to see him and I can't think of anything else that'll make me feel better. I take another bite out of my pizza when I feel the tears rolling down my cheeks and at that moment I know that the only way me and Antonio can be together is if we run away. I'm so sure about this like I've never been sure about anything else in my life. I pack my stuff mostly clothes and I take money from my pig bank which I had since I was two. I wait until after 12 am when I'm sure my parents are sleep and I sneak out of my bedroom window.