Different (Chris Brown Story)

03

Envy, same thing as jealousy

Alexis Smith

December 31st, 2005

Jay's New Years Party

                                                           Jay's New Years Party is something I've been waiting for my whole Junior year. This was gonna be a party that nobody would forget for the rest of their Junior & Senior party. Telling by the smell of alcohol & weed some people would forget everything that was done tonight. I sipped on my fruit punch or whatever it was as I sat next to Jay who was smoking a fat blunt with my sister propped up on his lap, giggling her life away. She had been smoking and drinking half the night, so she was beyond gone. Me on the other hand, not even close to being gone.

"Drink a little, loosen up stiff," Jay laughed calling me by my nickname. I rolled my eyes before throwing my drink back realizing that I had been stiff the whole night. It was only because my crush since elementary school was here. He was watching me.

"He's been watching me the whole night, Jay. I-I don't know what to do." I whispered into his ear. My crush looked over at me while smirking, I blushed. The strobe lights were shining between the both of us as if nobody was here but us.

"Lex," I heard snapping me back into reality. I looked back at the now smirking ass hole sitting next to me, "Go give him a dance or something. Me and your sister about to ditch the party.." He stood up, leaving me all alone.

He was watching me again and not only was I beginning to feel turned on but I had the sudden urge to dance and as he got closer I winded my hips to the loud music.

"dance with me," his words came clear into my ear even though he was no where close to me. I moved closer, our bodies soon touching. His lips grazed over mine as we began to rock to the beat. "You're beautiful," he mumbled lowly into my ear.

"Not too bad yourself," I smiled softly letting my head fall into the nip of his neck. He turned me around, "can we.." I whispered before stopping myself. A smirked grazed over his face.

"Is that what you want?" He asked. I shook my head.

"I guess," and he led me upstairs.. to the room.. laid me on the bed.. talk sweet things in my ear... and I let him... I let him.

Present Day

July 1st, 2013

"Show time people, we have no time to waste." I ordered. This photo shoot was taking hours and I had reservations for dinner or whatever my sister planned for tonight. She claim it's a date but I know a date when I see it and this shit, is not a date. She's tryna get me to marry the guy. I've been talking to him for a while and he's so not my type but she insists on more dates.

"Soooo," my sister beamed as she walked up next to me. Her body was the shape of an hourglass and her hips were out of this world. She had the best tits, not to mention her behind was plump and not too big. She had the body of a goddess. Me on the other hand, sunken in hips, super huge Double D's, and the flattest ass. I envied her..

"What do you want?" I mumbled, looking down at . I quickly looked up as she responded with the smoothest voice.

"I just wanted to tell you that the date is on still, be ready by 8:25," she smiled before walking away. I rolled my eyes looking at her as she walked away. I crossed my arms over my breasts, and sighed before resuming back to work.