Seokmin sucked on his pilfered blood bag—cold, tasteless, garbage—and tried to keep himself and his demon from spiraling.
What in God's name had just happened?
He hadn't even meant to stop in this charmless mountain town. He'd meant to keep driving south for hours longer, possibly days longer, before pausing even for blood. But he'd passed by that tiny little hospital and felt suddenly that he had to stop.
His demon had practically put his foot on the brakes for him.
Seokmin normally stuck to larger hospitals when he went the blood bag route for his feedings. More people coming in and out, fewer people stopping to notice a new face, fewer to have to compel to forgetfulness. But apparently his rules were out the window. And he'd felt it as soon as he'd stepped inside.
A presence. A scent. Like warm milk with honey.
And, following that scent, he'd found the boy.
A young man somewhere in his early twenties. Practically an infant compared to Seokmin.
Big brown eyes, messy brown hair, a smattering of freckles across his nose.
Lovely.
Even with the dark shadows under his eyes and his skin a shade or two paler than natural.
The pull Seokmin had felt had been so strong he'd assumed the boy must be other. Not like him, clearly, but surely not just human. He'd been so nonplussed he hadn't even put on his normal, charming human act.
He'd acted like a creep.
But young Joshua wasn't anything other, was he? He was just a boy. A simple human man. One with a smart mouth and a smile that could take someone's breath away.
Not just boy, his demon snarled at him. Not just anything. Special. Perfect. Ours.
Right.
There was another word for what this boy could be—for what he could be to Seokmin, to his demon. But it was a word Seokmin hadn't believed in for decades.
One he refused to believe in any longer.
This obsession must be just another symptom of his demon becoming more and more unhinged. It had been a trying few years. Every feeding becoming more fraught, his demon constantly restless and demanding more. More violence, more fear, more sex. More anything to keep it entertained, keep it sated.
Each time, it was harder to stop a feeding from going too far. Harder to keep from killing.
So he'd been sticking to blood bags. But the lack of a hunt just made the demon angrier. And now Seokmin was afraid to switch back to live bodies. Afraid he'd been depriving his demon for so long that the first taste of fresh blood would lead to a massacre. Afraid that this time, he wouldn't be able to stop.
And, most of all, afraid he wouldn't even care.
It was what happened to their kind in the end, after all. Complete disconnection from their humanity. A feral state. Lord knew how Jeonghan had evaded it all this time. Mingyu certainly hadn't been so lucky.
Fucking Mingyu.
The reason Seokmin needed to be moving on in the first place. Mingyu and his trail of bodies had been getting too close. One would think that after seventy goddamn years, he'd have moved on, found someone else to torment. But the miserable bastard was still fixated on Seokmin.
And for good reason.
Seokmin pushed aside the familiar guilty thoughts. They didn't help anything. He tossed the finished blood bag onto the passenger seat floor and started his car. He needed to get moving. To leave this town. He didn't have time for lovely boys with smooth skin and freckled noses and big brown puppy-dog eyes.
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Little King (Seoksoo)
FanfictionVampire's Mate #1 Joshua is used to fending for himself. Working nonstop as an ER nurse to pay for his mother's care, he's been putting his own life on hold since he can remember. But when an unbelievably hot, strangely intense man saves him from a...