4💥💫 : The harsh lies to one's self

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Pen's 🖊️pov

It was 8:30 am in the morning Thursday.
Pen had just started to wake up but noticed a big pink blue infront of him.t took Pen a moment to realize that the pink object infront of him was Eraser .

{ 🖊️Pen's thoughts 🖊️ }

Why is he in my bed . Wait!? , why am I holding onto him . How and when did we end up like this ? . Just Brea Pen he is asleep. Just take a few deep breaths and calm down . Plus it's not like he knows I'm gay . Oh , I know I'll just make some pancakes for breakfast and everything will be fine . Right?.

So Pen ever so quietlyand carefully got out of bed . And left his room while closing the bedroom door behind him very gently so he wouldn't wake up his friend.

Eraser's 🩷 Pov now

Eraser slowly woke up wiping his eyes and sat up looking around remembering what had happened the day before. Causing a dark shade of pink to quickly appear onto his face .

[🩷 Eraser's thoughts 🩷]

Oh god , why did I kiss his forehead. And why did I sorta enjoy it . No get yourself together Eraser , you are straight and do not like boys . You like girls . But maybe ... , No stop thinking about that .

And while Eraser was fighting with his thoughts he snapped out of it when he smelled something familiar. Which was pancakes. Eraser had forgotten about what he was thinking about and just got up and went into the kitchen right away .
When Eraser went into the kitchen he saw Pen making Pancakes with some bacon for the side .

Pen's 🖊️ pov again hooray

Pen looked to his right and saw his friend Eraser who was just standing there . Looking like he had been saved by God . Eraser was starving. You could even hear his stomach growl like one of those over exaggerated cartoons .

" Oh ! , Eraser you're awake . Good morning."

Eraser sat down at the dining room table and looked at his friend with a big smile and a yawn before say good morning back .

" Good morning Pen . Whatcha making for breakfast, and can I have some?."

Pen finished making their breakfast and dished them both up a plate . But put whipped cream and strawberries only on Eraser's dish of pancakes . After Pen got the food all ready to go he put a plate infront of Eraser and then sat down across from him and placed down his own plate of food down on the table .

" I was making us pancakes, please help yourself ."

Once Pen was done talking to him and Eraser started eating their breakfast which Eraser loved because pancakes are his favorite thing to eat for breakfast other than waffles . Once the two were done eating Eraser offered to do the dishes .

" I can do the dishes if you want Pen ?."

Pen thought for a second and then decided that it wouldn't hurt to let him do the dishes . But he remembered a question he forgot to ask him earlier before they ate breakfast.

" Sure but , I do have a question I was going to ask you earlier before we ate breakfast."

Eraser grabbed their dirty dishes and brought them to the sink and started to run the water and also put some soap in there as well before replying to Pen .

" Yeah dude , you can ask me anything, unless it it was too personal or something ."

Pen took a quick breath to help with his question that he personally thought was strange and yet reasonable. And then he fiddle with a fidget he tries to keep on him at all times at least . ( I personally think that Pen would keep a fidget on him for when he gets stressed out or has bad anxiety this is just for what I think about for this story ) And Pen just said it cause he just generally wanted to know the answer to his question.

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