Flowerpunk/Punkflower - fluffy angst

1. Home..?

A/N: I recomend reading the story description before the book it self because Ive put all the TW thereand theres all the info you should probably know before reading this but incase you didnt read the story description, this will be very very cringe considering that this ff is for self entertaiment and its my comfort to give my main characters the most traumatic backstory ever so this is very out of character. Especially Miles' parents because I need my angst:) Also this is after Miles breaking his cannon event and nothing happened so that got him to be a part of the Spider army, or whatever lol Oh and the songs I'll put up will be just some songs I listened to while writing this OR/AND fits the chapter plot

Miles POV: 

  I got back from school. I skipped sport as I mostly did to go on patrol. School sucked but not as much as being...Home? I don't even know how to call this place. Although it was Wednesday, my mom wanted me home... For some reason I'm scared to know. But oh well. School was over... Finally? I don't know how I feel about that. 

  My first class was English. I don't have a problem with English, but THE TEACHER. I hate that teacher so so so much. And I don't think she feels different about me either. Then there was double Sports, which I would've loved if I wouldn't have missed it. Or I dunno. The truth is I never been to Sports class. I have other, Spider things to worry about. And then a very boring music class. I really like music it's self, but music CLASS is different. I like playing on such instruments such as drums, sometimes I even try my luck with my violin, but music class it's just boring shit we need to learn. Then I had Geography. It wasn't as bad tho. And Phsics... I hate it so much. The teacher, the class, the classmates... Everything there just irritates me. But what doesn't? 

  Anyways, I was finally at the place I was forced to call my home. It's just the name, not the feeling. 

  I was getting pretty bored. I started losing interest in things I used to love. My room was full of notebooks. I haven't drew in a while... I'm not feeling like drawing. I opened a notebook. Damn. I never saw that many clones of Gwen in a while. Oh yeah. I stoped talking to her. For some time. Then she apologised for not telling me the truth and now we're friends again. But I'm going to be honest, I don't know how I feel about her, she... Lost her spark. Not the nicest anymore and just... I dunno... But that was enough of Gwen. I didn't felt like drumming rn. Neither reading. It's not like I'd have any time. But mom isn't home. Or dad. It rarely happens so at that time, I just try to relax. It didn't quite work to be honest. 

  I wanted to listen to music. I tried to think of a song. Something that would get my mind off of things. I can't think of anything. I gave up. I just sat there. I wasn't bored anymore. That got me a little confused. I wasn't doing anything but didn't felt the boredom? Infact, I didn't feel anything. Just numbness. What is happening to me? 

  Probably just overthinking. It's something I do often. I'm probably just in a mood. Does it matter tho?

  I need to start learning... Why is it so hard to just... Learn? I have like 3 assigments due by tomorrow. Wait a second. 3?! How on Earth... Biology, Physics... Fuck I hate Physics... And History. Didn't I had an English assigment..? Or am I just cra- 

Third person POV:

  Miles felt like someone was behind him. He turned around finding himself facing Gwen. "Gwen? What are you doing here!,, Miles smiled at her. He didn't expect the girl to visit him. "Miley! What's up? I just thought we met up so long ago and-,, She was interupted by a very confused Miles. "Hold on. What did you just call me?,, "What? What do you mean... Miles? Is that not your name?,, "That's not what you said tho-,, "Oh hey! Your room is still the same old place ain't it?,, "Am I supposed to take this offensive or..?,, "I see you're the same Miles I knew that's good...,, She said giving him a weak smile. I minute of silence passed when Miles finally decided to speak up. "Are you going to say what's wrong or... Is this not... The right time?,, "No, no no yeah just... You wouldn't get it. Uhm... Also, Miguel said we need to go on night patrol.,, 

  Miles' eyes widened in suprise. Night patrol? Miguel never sent him to night patrol before. He was still mad at Miles. For some reason. "Night patrol? That's... New.,, "I know! We're making progress!,, Gwen exclaimed, seeming truly excited. "I- I don't know Gwen... I don't think I can do it tonight...,, Miles said. He had many reasons why he could't do it and his assigments were just one. "W-what exactly... Do you mean? We have a chance to show Miguel that we are capable of doing real tasks!,, Gwen said hesitantly. "I mean... That's what we were trying to achive for months...,, "I- I'm really sorry Gwen... I have 3 assigments due tomorrow... Atleast hopefully just 3. And I didn't count homework.,, 

  "Well, you can always skip school tomorrow.,, Gwen said, although it was kind of uncertain. "My parents will kill me... and I'm not being dramatic.,, Miles anwsered. "I'm sure you are. Is this not important for you? Will you seriously just seek your own needs? We've been trying to get Miguel's attention for months! You can not be seriously this seflish!,, Gwen huffed getting a somewhat irritated. 

  "What do you even mean 'we,,? It's just you! Hobie couldn't give less of a fuck about Miguel! Pavitr is already too good, and I rather survive then seek for some random murderers attention!, Miles said. "Miles... Please...,, Gwen begged. Miles froze for a sec. He couldn't just say it what really kept him from going. But he really started beliving Gwen's words. Was he really just selfish? "It could be a nice hanging out time! You techinically never talked to Pavitr, and bareley with Hobie! I'm sure you two would get along!,, Gwen exclaimed. "I... I guess... Fine.,, Miles sighted. He knew this will get him in so much trouble. "Oh my god thank you so much Miles!,, Gwen cheered "Meet us at 10 pm in Earth 105!, And with that she left.

Miles POV:

  I sighted as she left. I got myself in so much trouble because I couldn't say no. How pathetic is that? But atleast it made Gwen happy. I didn't feel like going on night patrols. Gosh when did this numbness sudenly consumed me? 

Third person POV: 

  Hoobie was getting ready for hours of doing nothing on Earth 105. He knew it damn right that Miguel only send them there because there was nothing there. Just a little check up. It was known for being one of the most peacful place in the spider verse. Seemed like Gwen was the only one who didn't knew. Or maybe she just ignored it. But either way he knew that it'll be hella boring. 

  It was 9 pm, tho Hobbie didn't bothered to start getting ready. He wanted to ask Gwen who else will be there, because, obviously not even a hundred kids could handle ethernal peace. And this was sarcasmus if you didn't notice. He quickly gave a call to Gwen which was anwsered by Gwen immediatly. "Hobiee sup?,, "Gwen. I was jus' wonderin ya know, if who else will come in that hours of boredom. Because like ya know I wanna get prepared.,, Hobie said knowing that this was the biggest bullshit he ever said. Okay, yeah there were worse situations. But really, he couldn't give less of a crap about being prepared. He just didn't want to enconter another suprise. "Oh Hobes, I knew you would care about that night patrol! It's just me, you, Pavitr and Miles.,, 

"Miles ya say? Is that the new gang or something? Me, you, Pavitr and Miles. Yea bruv I could ge' used to that.,, Hobie said yet he wasn't sure how he'd feel spending day by day with that gang. Gwen could be a little self centered sometimes, yet she was also nice... Sometimes. Pavitr's ego was higher than the twin towers, and Miles... Well he was someone he didnt have a problem with. Although he didn't really know too much about him, he found him really nice. And a little bit childish sometimes but it was cute. He just asumed his whole life was sparkles and rainbows, now that he broke his cannon event. That was something he found oddly cool about Miles. 

  His thoughts were interupted by Gwen's voice through his phone. "I can't wait! 29 mins to go!,, "Huh. Oh. Dang already? Guess I should start getting ready...,, "Hobie! You were supposed o be ready 20 minutes ago! I swear if you'll be late...,, "I won't princess, don' worry.,, He said hanging up the phone. He deffinetly will. 

A/N: Omg this was pain. I'll probably just continue on to writing chapter 2. Hope it wasn't as bad so fingers crossed. Anyways, for Miles' timetable I used mine lol. Yes, I also hate Physics. Also, is it Miles' or Miles's? I saw a book that was like Miles' so I dunno. And yes, I do know I can't write Hobie's accent.