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Yn spent her morning exploring the mansion and talking to sumitra and Kavish

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Yn spent her morning exploring the mansion and talking to sumitra and Kavish. Yohan was out as he had some errands to run. Yn's belongings were also brought by one of the Prakash's men this morning for which yn was grateful and relieved

 Yn's belongings were also brought by one of the Prakash's men this morning for which yn was grateful and relieved

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Right now after having lunch, she was getting ready when Yohan entered sipping his coffee.

Yohan: tum kahi ja rahi ho

Yn: ha..

Yohan: kaha waise

Yn: job chorne

Yohan: Ohh

Yn: ha jab aapne harzana maaf hi kar diya toh mai kya hi karugi part time kar ke

Yohan: ha wahi baat hai, tumhe sirf studies pe focus karna chaiye aur waise bhi rehna toh tumko mere sath hi hai..

Yohan emphasised at his last sentence which made yn gulped

Yn: h-ha waise me chalti hu ab

Yohan nodded continue sipping his coffee while yn left the place. Yohan went towards his bed and flopped down on it when his eyes caught a diary stucked between the spaces of bed.

Yohan: ye kya hai...

He pulled out and Yn's name was written on it.

Yohan: intresting....aaj ke jamana me diary writing..

Curiously he opened the diary while flipping through the pages. He wasn't paying much attention to details as it was full of her daily activities until one page caught his eyes...

Yohan's name was mentioned there..

He started reading it carefully as a faint smile appeared on his cheeks

Date: 31/08/2024

"Diary do you know aaj mai kaand kar ke aai, maine Yohan singh Naik ki bike ka mirror tod diya...god...pata nahi aaj kiska shakal dekh ke uthe the...waise uth te uth te toh apna hi shakal dekhte hai"

Yohan chuckled and read further

"Lekin jo bhi ho, pata nahi mujhse he galti kaise ho gai, kya jaroorat thi mujhe cricket khelne ki...aur unko wahi bike park karne ki..galti toh unki bhi thi Khair choro ho hua so hua, at least saumya ne bacha Kiya mujhe warna wo Yohan toh mere ko kaccha hi chaba jaata... aainda se us road to me toh jaugi hi nahi, jaana choro cricket hi nahi khelungi ab"

Yohan closes the book and spoke

Yohan: ye larki sahi me pagal hai kya?! Kuch bhi likhti hai

Sighing he again re-opened the book and moved towards the next date

Date: 1/09/2024

"Mar gaye mar gaye mar gaye aaj toh solid mar gaye, Yohan singh Naik aaj college aaya tha, usne mujhe pakar liya...hum kaise bhul gaye the ki usko kaise pata nahi chalega. Mera I'd card jo uske hath lag gaya tha..Mere toh hath pair thande ho gaye the use dekh ke..by God laga tha aaj toh mera swargwas ho jayega lekin chalo jinda Bach Gaye.. thoda sunaya aur jurmaana bharne ko bola, pata nahi kaha se laugi 40,000...chacha chachi se maangege toh seedha thappad lagega..lekin galti ki hai toh bhugatna bhi parega"

Yohan felt guilty after reading this as lumped formed in his thoughts. He moved on to the next line

"Lekin kuch bhi bolo... handsome toh hai wo jaisa suna hai usse kahi jada"

Yohan smiled and shook his head

Yohan: kya ho tum Yn...

He turned the page

"Date: 2/09/2024

Pata hai aaj life me pehli baar hum aaj apne aap ko hum worthy feel kiye...pehli baar koi male figure mere liye khara hua..mere liye larka..ek apnapan sa laga unme mujhe, jaise ki wo mere sabse karibi ho...socha nahi tha ki mujh jaisi larki ke liye koi chinta bhi karega...

Aaj Yohan singh Naik ko maine apne liye stand lete hue dekha, mujhe bahut hairat hui, mere sage chacha chachi ne mujhe bhi kabhi ahmiyat nahi di jitna aaj ek anjaan larka jisse mere koi naata nahi tha wo mere liye Lara, mujhe bahut Khushi hua, ek moment ke liye Mann Kiya hi unko hug kar ke rolu or sukriya kahu baar baar hazar baar is kadam ke liye...lekin kya kare nahi kar sakti thi.."

Yohan closed his eyes as he tried to process what he just read..he didn't expected her to be so grateful to him..he didn't knew a simple act will give her happiness

"Sayad wo utne bure nahi hai...ya phir bure hai hi nahi...faltu me badnaam kar ke rakha hai logo ne unhe..wo ache hai...bahut ache hai...jo bhi larki unki jindagi me aayegi wo bahut lucky hogi.."

Reading the last line he felt emotional as he looked away but nonetheless he read the next

Date:10/09/2024

"Aaj mai udas ho diary...sayad maine thoda sa line cross kar diya, bhul gai thi ki wo mere dost nahi hai...lekin deep down mai unhe smajhna chah rahi thi lekin mujhe acha nahi laga. I know mujhe sad feel nahi karna chaiye tha but...Khair choro abse Mai unke saamne nahi jaugi.. kisi ke through hi paise bhejwa dugi..ye sahi rahega.."

This was the last straw for him as he closed down the diary as he felt too guilty at himself. He realised how harsh he was on her, He totally neglected the emotions of the person in front of him just to satisfy his ego..

But he had his reasons for behaving like this that day... because of the trauma which he faces two years ago..two years which completely changed his life...

- to be continued

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