[TAENYFic] I'll Trade My Soul For You

3)Someday

Scarlethwang: "I have predicted that before so I'm sorry but it's not really surprising for me."

Whoaaa?!! Did I read it rightly? Do I need to borrow my mother's glasses and wear it before reread her message again? I mean she didn't log out and she didn't delete me too!! I feel like I want to jump like maniac right now! But I don't want my mom to come here and think that her lovely daughter is crazy.

Kim Taeyeon: "Are you okay with that? I mean, don't you feel that I'm disgusting or weird or something like that? I totally understand if starting today you want to stop chatting with me you know."

Scarlethwang: "Did you forget that I have lived in States until high school? I guess gays are pretty common in there. Besides, don't you think you have full right to determine your love life and preferences? I don't have right to judge you because it's not your choice in the first place to be gay, right?"

Kim Taeyeon: "That's very wise of you. Thank you for not judging me and for your understanding, Ti!any. I really appreciate that you know."

Scarlethwang: "You are most welcome, author. So now that you have confessed you preferences and that I have accepted fairly, I think it's time for you to tell me about that blonde girl, right?"

Kim Taeyeon: "I think it's fairly enough. Okay I will tell it in short. I met her 5 years ago and it means it's been 5 years I keep this sinful feeling for her. I love her and this love keeps growing each day. It doesn't extinguish like I've expected to. I always there beside her in every step that she make. I never le# her, not even once. She went to me when a boy she secretly had crush with finally confessed to her. With heavy heart I watched her saying yes to the boy and finally they were together."

Kim Taeyeon: "I was there whenever she had fight with her boyfriend. She always ran to me to complain about her heartache, about her boyfriend that couldn't give enough attention to her, about him being selfish etc etc. Can you imagine how I feel? To know that you love the person who just right in front of you yet she never realized that. She never really acknowledges my feelings for her. She always knows that I love her as a best friend when in fact I love her much more than that."

Kim Taeyeon: "I'm really a fool, aren't I? I know she will never see me more than just a best friend but I'm idiotically still hanging around her, hoping that maybe someday she will know my feeling and perhaps accept me as a lover. Hahaaha what am I blabbering of? Sorry for making you read this silly love story of mine, Fany."

Kim Taeyeon: "Uhm anyhow, you are still there, right? Or did my story make you feel bored that you already go sleeping by now and it means I have been talking to myself T,T"

Scarlethwang: "Don't worry, author! I am still here and yes I have read your story attentively. So do you want me to just be a place where you can tell your story with or you also want me to be an advisor in your love life?"

Kim Taeyeon: "Feel free to comment please. I really need that honestly because I never told anyone regarding this matter before. You are the only person who knows it."

Scarlethwang: "Before that, is she single now? And have you ever asked her about her opinion concerning gay things?"

Kim Taeyeon: "Yes she is but there's a guy who tried to court her recently. He was a real playboy in our university back then but I can't deny the fact that he is very attractive and undoubtedly she feels attracted to him. Sighed. I am really hopeless, aren't I?"

Scarlethwang: "I see. Then how about her thoughts regarding gay thingy?"

Kim Taeyeon: "I think she is frightened about that. I ever told her about me being a writer and I even gave her the link to read my stories. I tried to give her hints about gay things and wanted to see her reaction about that but well let's just say things didn't go as I've planned."