The final lap(Fernando)

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It had been a few months since Fernando Alonso had officially retired from Formula 1, but the restlessness never really left him. He was no longer chasing podiums, no longer fighting for the elusive World Championship, yet the constant buzz of the racing world lingered in his mind. The tracks, the speed, the roar of the engine—it was all in his veins, even if the headlines no longer carried his name.

He was sitting in his favorite café, sipping a cup of coffee, trying to focus on the book in front of him. Yet, his eyes kept wandering to the window, where the late afternoon sun cast a golden glow over the city streets. Life outside the racing bubble was quieter than he expected. He had expected freedom, the luxury of slowing down, but instead, it felt like the world around him was moving on while he stood still.

And then, he saw her.

Y/N was standing across the street, waiting to cross, her attention fixed on her phone. It was an ordinary moment—nothing spectacular, but for some reason, it felt like an unexpected shift in the air. There was something magnetic about her, the way she carried herself, the way the sunlight caught her hair and made it shine like gold.

Fernando hadn’t seen her in months, not since their chance meeting at a racing gala years ago. They had exchanged numbers back then, kept in touch casually, but life had always gotten in the way. He had been on the road, traveling from one race to the next, while she had her own life, her own commitments. But now, with the absence of F1 in his daily routine, he found himself thinking about her more than he cared to admit.

As Y/N began to cross the street, she looked up, meeting his gaze from across the sidewalk. A small smile curved on her lips as if she had been expecting this moment. Fernando felt his heart skip a beat.

He stood up, suddenly aware of how out of place he felt in his jeans and t-shirt, but it didn’t matter. He walked toward her, and she greeted him with a warmth that felt like home.

"Fernando," she said, her smile widening. "It’s been a while."

"Too long," he replied, his voice a little rougher than he intended. "I didn’t expect to run into you today. Are you... are you in town for long?"

Y/N laughed softly, brushing a stray lock of hair behind her ear. "Actually, I just moved back. I’ve been living overseas for a while, but things have changed. I decided to come home for a bit."

Fernando’s heart stirred at her words. "I’m glad you’re back," he said quietly.

The words felt simple, but there was an underlying weight to them that neither of them acknowledged. They had both changed in the time they’d been apart, but there was an unspoken understanding that they didn’t need to elaborate on. The connection was still there.

They walked together to a nearby park, falling into easy conversation. Fernando listened to Y/N talk about her recent move, her work, and her adventures abroad. She spoke with a passion he remembered from their earlier conversations. There was something about the way she spoke, about the way her eyes lit up when she described the things that mattered to her, that made him feel alive again.

"What about you, Fernando?" Y/N asked, glancing at him as they walked. "How have you been? I mean, you’re no longer on the grid. How’s life after Formula 1?"

He chuckled, a dry laugh. "It’s been... strange. Honestly, I thought I’d feel this huge sense of relief, but it’s a little emptier than I expected. Racing was my entire life for so long that I don't really know who I am without it."

Y/N stopped walking for a moment, turning to face him. There was a softness in her gaze, an understanding that went beyond words. "You’re still you, Fernando," she said gently. "Racing might have been your passion, but it doesn’t define you. There’s more to you than just the driver, the competitor. You’ve built a life around you, and there’s a whole world outside of the track. You just have to give yourself time to find it."

He stared at her for a moment, caught off guard by the depth of her words. She was right, of course. But it was hard to let go of something that had been his identity for decades.

"I just don’t know what to do with myself," he admitted. "I thought I’d know, but here I am, wondering what’s next."

Y/N smiled softly, as if she had been waiting for him to say exactly that. "It’s okay to not have all the answers. We’re all figuring it out as we go. You don’t have to have it all figured out right now."

The silence between them was comfortable, not awkward, as they both stood in the middle of the park. The world moved on around them, but in that moment, it felt as if time had slowed down.

"Maybe you’re right," Fernando said after a while. "I’ve spent so much of my life chasing something, trying to prove something, that I never stopped to think about what I actually wanted."

"Maybe now’s the time to think about it," she said, her eyes searching his face. "You’ve earned it."

Fernando felt a sense of peace wash over him that he hadn’t felt in a long time. For the first time in ages, he wasn’t thinking about the next race, the next challenge, the next podium. He was just... here. With Y/N. And maybe that was all he needed for the moment.

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The following weeks passed in a blur of new beginnings and small steps forward. Fernando found himself spending more time with Y/N, reconnecting with parts of himself that had been buried under the weight of his racing career. They explored the city together, enjoyed quiet dinners, and spent hours talking about everything and nothing. It was easy. There was no pressure, no expectations.

And slowly, Fernando began to rediscover the joy of life beyond racing. It wasn’t that he had completely let go of the past—it was a part of him, after all. But he realized that there was so much more to experience, so much more to look forward to.

One afternoon, as they sat on a rooftop terrace, watching the sunset together, Fernando found himself looking at Y/N with a new clarity. There was something about her that made him feel like he was exactly where he needed to be.

"I’m glad you’re back," he said again, this time with more meaning.

She turned to him, her expression soft. "I’m glad you’re here."

And in that moment, Fernando knew that while Formula 1 had been his past, Y/N was his future. It was a new chapter, a different kind of race—a race not against the clock, but for the moments that mattered.

And as the sun dipped below the horizon, Fernando finally felt like he was crossing the finish line of his life’s greatest race—one that had nothing to do with speed, but everything to do with finding peace.

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