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it didnt look like zayn was going to be waking up anytime soon but you sat there.... You sat there hoping that he would make even the slightest movement or sound...
Even thought Zayn can hear you....you need to get some things off your chest
you: zayn... i-im soo sor-sorry that i didnt let you expl-explain....(your words stutter and its hard to breath)
you continue on....
you: an- and if you don- dont make it...... i wi- will die.... i-i love you so much......
you felt his hand move towards yours and you shot your head up looking at him....His eyes flutter open... and he begins to speak slowly....
zayn: im sorry..... that i didnt tell you where i was going.....you have every right to be mad and i dont blame you if----------------------(you cut him off by leaning in and kissing him)
he weakly smiled at you..... so do you forgive me?
you: of course.... becuase i love you endlessly......
zayn: i love you to.... and thats why i couldnt stand to live with out you.......... you mean everything to me.....
you: zayn you should get some rest.... i will be back.....
he nodds and you leave the room.....
you: call the boys letting them know that zayn is okay.... but there is a problem you have to tell them....
you: hey harry
harry: hey love.. is zayn okay?
you: yeah....
harry: good... but i dont think zayn is a good father anymore... he just tried to kill himself that isnt a healthy place for the baby to be in....
you: harry....the baby is dead.....
harry: why what happened...?
you: when zayn shot himself... he shot his liver.....
harry: but you said he was fine..
you: he is....
harry: but then how did it kill the baby?
you: becuase zayns other liver was dead... i gave one of mine.. to save him life....the baby didnt survuve the surgery....
harry went silent but then spoke....
harry: hes one lucky bastard.... im on my way down there with the other boys.....
you: okay but promise me you wont tell him that the baby is gone.... im afraid of what he will do when i tell him...
harry: i promise....
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you went back into the room with zayn....
zayn: babe why did the nurse say you saved my life?
you: you shot your liver.... and you where gona die unless......
zayn: unless what? he says raising his voice a little
you: unless you had a donner... wich was me...
his face was in complete shock.....
zayn: is the baby okay tho?
you froze and looked at the ground tears coming from your eyes....
zayn: THE BABY IS OKAY RIGHT? he asked again more power into his voice.
you: zayn plz dont be mad they had no other donners....
zayn: so you donated your liver?
you: yeah.... but in the process..... the baby didnt make it through the surgery.....
zayn clenced his jaw and tears raced down his face....
you: zayn its okay....
zayn: NO ITS NOT OKAY.... I AM THE REASON THE BABY IS DEAD.... DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT FEELS? KNOWING YOUR THE REASON FOR YOUR CHILDS DEATH?
You: zayn calm down...
zayn: SHUT UP OKAY!!!! THIS NEVER WOULD HAVE HAPPENED IF YOU DIDNT OVER REACT!!!
That moment harry and the other boys waked in...
Harry: Zayn you have no right to talk to her like that....
You: No harry its fine..... you know what zayn? Im sorry for over reactiong.... AND IM SORRY FOR SAVING YOU FUCKING LIFE!!!!! IM SORRY THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.... THAT I WANTED TO SAVE YOU!!!!! you storm out of the room slamming the door and walikng to your car in the parking lot.
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okay i honestly like this chapter its longer too!!!! Please comment and vote... I love hearing forom you guys!!!!!
