Friends?we are not just friends

Chapter 2

𝐉𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕:

It was past midnight and I was still in the cell, Hope hadn't woken up. I don't know what exactly she was shot with by my father, but I hope everything is fine.

He was shaking slightly, after so many hours he was giving a sign of life, oh..Fuck!

I take her hand and she half opened her eyes, looked at me and smiled at the corner of her mouth as she used to do. I look at her and smile back, I reach out my hand to her head and caress it.

"have you stayed with me until now?" she asked with difficulty.

"yes" I say simply sad that Hope was feeling bad.

"what time is it?" she asks.

"it's past midnight" I say.

"oh..go to sleep, I'm fine," she says.

"No, I won't leave you alone." I say.

"you need to sleep, okay?" she says.

"no, I'm not sleepy!" I say.

"ok, you can sleep on this bed" he says and makes room for me.

I sit next to her and look at her for a long time.

"did something happen?" she asked confused.

uh..no, nothing happened" I say.

I could see how weak she was because of the shots, she probably needed blood, but I didn't know how useful the blood in the bag would be.

"are you feeling well?" I asked, even though I knew the answer.

"just a little thinner, okay, maybe a little more," she says.

"Do you think my blood would help you?" I ask.

"No, I'm not hurting you!" she shouted with all her effort.

I didn't know what that meant, it wouldn't hurt me if it fed off a little of me.

"you won't hurt me if you feed yourself a little..." I say slowly.

There is a terrible silence in the cell, I don't like to see her injured.

"Hope, feed yourself" I say and flip my hair to another side.

"no, no, no!" she says.

"Hope, you have to feed yourself!" I say and look at her.

"not if I have to hurt you!" she says.

"then I'll leave and I won't talk to you again!"

I get up to leave and she grabs my wrist and I stop.

"ok, let me feed myself" she says.

I sit back on the bed and she grabs my hair and puts it to another side, puts me in her lap and touches my neck with her thumb and then digs her fangs into my neck.

I sigh from the pain and she stops.

"if it hurts, I'll stop" she says.

"no, feed yourself as much as you need" I say.

After he fed and gave me to drink his blood to heal me, I fell asleep on Hope's floor.

𝐇𝐨𝐩𝐞'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕:

After I fed on her blood, which was warm but also very sweet, I gave her some of my blood to heal her and then she fell asleep on my chest.

I'm good friends with Josie and I almost always sleep in her room, I usually sleep on the floor next to her bed because her sister Lizzie is very authoritarian. She rarely slept in my room, but even when she slept she would rest her head on my chest.

God, I loved when she slept on my chest. My body touched hers and it was so nice, damn, the way her hand touched my body when she held me was so sweet. I was addicted to the way she slept, the way she breathed, I was addicted to her eyes and lips. In short, I was addicted to everything that means a 1.65 brunette named Josie Saltzman.

But one thought was driving me crazy, that if he ever finds someone he'll distance himself from me, if he was with Finch it wasn't like that, he didn't distance himself from me but I'm afraid.

Another thought always drives me crazy, the thought that something could happen to her without me would drive me crazy. I would never forgive myself for not being able to protect her and for not taking care of her, for not being able to trust in me, in relation to her safety, it is terrible.

I want her to be able to trust me with anything, there are certainly many things that I don't know but I certainly know that I want to find them out.

I look at her sleeping and smile, I give her a kiss on the head and then I caress her thigh lightly. It doesn't take long and I fall asleep.