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Yoon-Gi’s tears fell freely as he pressed his lips gently to Ho-Seok’s, his hands trembling as they cupped the side of Ho-Seok’s face. The kiss was soft, yet heavy with the weight of all the unsaid words between them. They were both crying, both drowning in the sorrow and uncertainty that had taken root in their hearts. The secret they shared, the love that bound them together, felt fragile now—fragile like glass, ready to shatter if they weren’t careful.

"Why didn’t you take more time? Why did you accept his proposal so soon?" Yoon-Gi’s voice broke on the last word, his chest tight with emotion. His eyes, red from crying, searched Ho-Seok’s face for answers, for something that would make sense of the chaos unfolding around them. His breath was shaky as he placed a trembling hand over Ho-Seok’s stomach, where their baby was growing. The life they had created together was everything to him. But it felt like it was slipping through his fingers.

Ho-Seok bit his lip, the guilt of what he had done weighing heavy in his chest. He had never wanted to hurt Yoon-Gi. He had never meant for things to get this complicated. “I didn’t have a choice, hyung,” he murmured, his voice thick with regret. “He was emotionally blackmailing me. I couldn’t say no. I kept putting off his proposal for the past two years, but I couldn’t keep making excuses anymore.” Ho-Seok’s hand went to Yoon-Gi’s, his fingers brushing against the soft skin of his lover’s hand as if trying to find some kind of connection, some thread of hope in this mess.

Yoon-Gi’s eyes filled with pain as he looked at Ho-Seok, his chest tightening with a mix of anger and desperation. “What about me and our baby?” he whispered, his voice breaking. His hand moved to gently caress Ho-Seok’s stomach again, the tender movement betraying the fierce longing in his heart. He couldn’t fathom the idea of losing Ho-Seok, not now, not when they had so much at stake. His mind raced, but it kept coming back to the same thing—he couldn’t lose them. He couldn’t lose his family.

Ho-Seok’s expression faltered, his heart breaking as he looked down at Yoon-Gi’s hand resting on his stomach. He could feel the weight of the love in that touch—the love for him and their unborn child. “I love you both so much,” Ho-Seok said, his voice strained. “But I don’t have a choice. I don’t want to lose you, hyung. I don’t want to lose the baby, but I also don’t want to destroy the trust your family has in me.” His voice trembled with the weight of his words, as tears blurred his vision.

Yoon-Gi’s hand clenched into a fist against Ho-Seok’s stomach, his expression hardening. “You can’t have both, Ho-Seok. You can’t just accept his proposal and still keep us in your life. You have to choose. I want to be with you. You and our baby are everything to me. Let’s run away. I don’t care what happens. I won’t lose you, or our baby.” His voice was low but filled with a raw, unshakable determination. He couldn’t bear the thought of losing Ho-Seok, and he was willing to fight for them, even if it meant going against everything they had known.

Ho-Seok shook his head immediately, his eyes wide with panic. “Hyung, we can’t do that,” he whispered, the fear in his voice unmistakable. “We can’t just run away. Your parents—your family—they’ve done so much for me. They’ve given me a home when I had nothing. I can’t just break their trust like that.” His eyes filled with tears again, and his voice quivered with the weight of the words he was saying. The thought of betraying Yoon-Gi’s family, of breaking that bond, was too much for him to bear.

The words stung, and Yoon-Gi’s heart twisted in pain. His mind screamed at him to understand, but the hurt was too much. “The moment you decided to fall in love with me, you already broke their trust,” he said, his voice filled with anguish. He looked at Ho-Seok with a mixture of anger and deep sadness. “What about me, Ho-Seok? What about my pain? I can’t just sacrifice my happiness for the sake of everyone else. You and our baby are my everything. I won’t give up on you both.” His voice was firm now, filled with the kind of resolve that only came from desperation. He couldn’t let go. Not now. Not after everything they had shared.

Ho-Seok’s eyes softened, and he stepped closer, his hand reaching up to gently touch Yoon-Gi’s cheek. “Hyung…” he began softly, his voice full of sorrow. “You know I’ve loved you since we were teenagers. I don’t want to lose you. I don’t want to lose our baby. But this situation… it’s not just about us. It’s about my whole life. I don’t want to hurt your family. I can’t.” His voice cracked on the last word, the pain of the impossible situation they found themselves in choking him.

Yoon-Gi stared at Ho-Seok, his gaze filled with frustration and heartache.

But Ho-Seok  closed the distance between them, his heart aching with the need to make things right. He took a deep breath, his voice quiet but determined. “Then let’s tell Woo-Seok hyung. Let’s tell them the truth about us,” he said, his words firm. His hands shook as he held onto Yoon-Gi’s arms, looking into his eyes.

Yoon-Gi’s heart skipped a beat, his breath catching in his throat. The thought of confessing everything—the love they shared, the pregnancy, the secret relationship—felt terrifying and yet freeing. Could they really do it? Would they be able to tell his family?

Yoon-Gi looked at Ho-Seok, searching his eyes for any sign of hesitation. “You really want to do this?” he asked softly, his voice full of vulnerability. “You want to tell them everything?”

Ho-Seok nodded, his eyes softening with the weight of his decision. A small smile tugged at the corners of Yoon-Gi lips, and he pulled Ho-Seok into a tight embrace. “Yes,” Ho-Seok whispered, his voice steady now. “We can do this. I won’t let go of you or our baby, not now, not ever.”

Yoon-Gi held him close, feeling the steady rhythm of Ho-Seok’s heart against his own. For a moment, the world outside them seemed to disappear, and all that mattered was the warmth of their embrace and the promise of a future together.

In that moment, despite the uncertainty, the fear, and the pain, they both knew that they had to fight. They couldn’t keep running from the truth. Whatever the consequences, they would face them together. And together, they would find a way forward.

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