Fire of love

1. Her blue eyes

This is the punishment of your crimes mom , have fun fucking with him at the bloody nights.
someone help , please help me someone , please.................
' knock - knock ' someone at the door , oh i fell asleep again and that dream aahh , its its about 6:30 pm so he is probably my father , but he is too early today . I open the door and yes he is my father holding a paper bag there is a stamp on it of Magic bakers so I am not curious about what is in it . Because i know he bought donuts with him . I move aside and and let him in .
"hey buddy , see what i bought today " dad said to me .
"what  is it ?"
"Guess , what ...."
"I dont know , tell me "
"Your favourite donuts , lets dig in "
"okai "
Again he bought donuts with him as a gift ,he thought that donuts are my favourite . Yes they are , but at the age of eleven and it was 4 years old now . Oh yeah , how could he know about my favourite or dislikes . he know about donuts because he take me with him at a cafe so i ordered them .
         I Thank him for the donuts and after eating dinner I went to my room . After sometime he entered my room and ask me .
  " If you are on holiday tomorrow will you like to came with me my office ??"
we are moved here about two months ago because our house catch an fire and i lost my mom too. And i barely know faces here so friends are too far to talk . I been at home so i agreed him .
         "Ok , i will "
          " Go to sleep now you have to wake up early ." he says .
         "Thanks for the donuts again , good night dad."
          "Good night ,rihaz."
  Now i am staring at the ceiling thinking about my last days , then i change my side there is an window in my room i can see stars from it. staring at the stars i have a nice sleep .
"Good morning my sweet son , come here and eat your breakfast . We have to leave for my office ." my dad said to me . 
"Yeah , dad ."
   We eat our breakfast and then leave for his office in my fathers car . I am quite at my whole ride and watching sights through window . As i reach their .
"Good morning , Sir . " somebody says to my father . 
" Good morning nichele " my dad replied .
" Is he your son ?" nichele asks my dad . 
" He has your refletion in height and facecut ."
" He is whole reflection of my wife , if you ever see her ."
"Thats nice what is your name child ." nichele asks me . 
I am remain quite sometime but as my father glances at me . I  started stammering .
" cri.......Its Rihaz , nice to meet you . " 
"me too " nichele replied .
I thought i embarrased my father , he does not care at all and he didn't even reacted . He ignores me and when he learns that i'm there too . He pointed to a public room and said me to stay there . I bring my books here because i know i'm going to bored here too . So i started reading them and its and orphanage so there are so many kids and teenagers . I'm focusing on my book because i don't want to talk to anyone . After about fifteen minutes someone takes seat next to me on couch .  I don't care if he is a male or female because i do not want to talk . I am wishing she is not a girl . But my luck is at peek now . Suddenly she starts crying . I don't know what will i do in this situation so i keep reading . 
"you are know the most bad person in my life i ever met . " she said to me .
" Why??"
" Here , a beautiful girl is crying and you are ignoring her ."
"Where is she ?"
" You are really so rude i bet you have not get a girlfriend ever if you stay like that ." she put head in her hands . I am not looking at her but i can feel her sitting next to me . 
 "So , why is she crying ." I ask her . I am still do not look at her but i can tell she is wearing a yellow colour dress long enough to her knees . 
" Today is her friend's birthday and after the birthday party her friends bullied her because she did not know her birthday ." she replied . " Are you afraid of me ?."
" I'm not afraid of you ."
"So you are ignoring me ?"
"No ."
" So , can you focus on our conversation we are having stoping reading your book ."
" Finally, i looked at her . I am feeling dizzy , like i am freezing . I am not accepting that , but she is absolutely beautiful . she has no make up on her face but she has putting a light-pink lipstick on her lips . She has bright black coloured hair long to enough to her waist , her eyes are brighten light blue coloured . She is dressed up for her friends birthday party . She is so pretty. She snuck my book from my hands . when she is taking book from my hands her hands touched mine and her touch is feel like clouds . Her beauty is something like that i can't describe in words . 
" hey , are you alive?"
"Yes , I am sorry . Give me my book back ."
"Oh , so you are such a bad boy you are reading smuts in the public . how bad boy ."
"they are not smuts give me back."
I dont know why but she starting running around the room . and says " oh , you are reading how to kiss someone " 
"Hey shut up there is nothing like that in this book ."
Then i starts running behind her to take my book from her . I dont know why but she's more prettier when she is smiling or doing something . after sometime i catch her and then i took my book from her . 
" Dont do it again ." i said to her . 
"Or , what if i do ." 
" dare to do..............." then bell starts ringing , its lunch time . I tell her to go but she grabs my hand and ask me if i have some time i can lunch with her . I agreed because i am hungry to . we passes through the kitchen and in dining room we take our lunch and sat to a table . we are facing each other on table .
" Do you live here ." i ask her.
"hmm....ofcourse i do ,  why?"
"Naah , im just " she cuts my sentence and says ." You know what you are very bad at starting a conversation ." 
"  Yes , i know "
Then we finish our dinner and its about 3'o clock and i dont know where is she now because after eating dinner she take both of our plats and said that she is gping to wash them but she did not appear for once since then . Then my father showed up and tell me to help him in paper arrangement . After helping him about 5'o clock i sit on same couch where i'm sitting before . I can't focus on my book and then  finnaly she appears .
" Hey bookworm , get out of this book . If you don't i'll take you book again and never return it ."
"Where are you this whole time ."i ask her .
" I'm doing some work . "
she remain sometime quite and asks me " why are you here , are you new here ? "
"No , i'm not here to live . I'm on holiday today so my father take me with him ."
" Who is your father ?" 
"Fund manager of this orphanage ."
"You mean darin-sir "
"Yeah "
"He is a nice guy , i met him twice or thrice ."
"Some people pretend to be good but they are not good well how you know them ."
"What ??" 
"Nothing "
Then my dad called me and tell me to meet in his car we are going . I said bye to her . and then when i reached home after eating dinner i'm alone on my roof and lying on a mat . I'm staring at moon suddenly i remember her eyes they are so beautiful . I don't why but i'm repeatedly remembering the conversation i had with her . " Ohh , f*ck......" i yelled because i forget to ask her her name.