I can't live without him

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I'm in my bedroom, trying to practice guitar.... But all i can think about is him. His shiny dark curls, those mesmerizing eyes, and his gorgeous slim nose. Micheal is so cute, i think about him everyday, made up a 41 page list of things I'd want to do to him.
I can't handle it anymore, i need him. I reach for my phone, the phone case which I decorated with some of my many stickers of his kawaii face.

 I reach for my phone, the phone case which I decorated with some of my many stickers of his kawaii face

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I push down on the button, and stare at my lock screen. It's a collage of photos i took of him secretly, I cant resist staring at it every time i go to turn on my phone.

 It's a collage of photos i took of him secretly, I cant resist staring at it every time i go to turn on my phone

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I open my messaging app, and text my sister. "I can't do this anymore. I'm going to confess to mike tomorrow."

Before she can read it, i place my phone face down on the nightstand, and shove my face into the pillows. "I hope he loves me... I'll make him marry me and we'll have 16 kids together, just like in my fantasies." I mutter to no one in particular, but i know mj's spirit is watching me, I'm his alpha after all, he will love me.

IN THE MORNING
"Meet me under the sakura tree" -That's what was written on the paper i snuck into his bag earlier today. I hope he doesn't mind the wet alpha wolf dog drool i got on it, i couldn't help myself.... He's just so sexy. Now we just have to wait.

"Justin..?~"

I gasp as i hear his kawaii UwU submissive omega voice in my ears, and it's real. I stare into his mesmerizing, dark chocolate brown eyes; I wonder if his ass tastes as good as chocolate, what am I kidding, it will taste better than willy wonka's whole factory, better than the oompa loompas could ever make... Michael's my oompa loompa, and mine only...

"Bieber!" I'm snapped out of my trance, back to the real world.

"O-oh-hi Mikey-wikey bear" I say, my dominating alpha voice husky and deep.
"I knew it was you that put the note in my bag...." his cheeks turning pink. After I'm done with him, more than just his cheeks will be that colour. "...What did you need me for?" Micheal asks, always such a curious little kitten, doesn't he know that curiosity killed the cat?

"I wanted to tell you something." -I pause, taking his small kitten paw into the hands of his alpha. "-- You are the best kitten i could ever ask for, theres not a part of you i don't wish to have. Your voice is melodic, i masturbate listening to it... And i think of you every day, being your alpha... Watching you submit to me... I love you Micheal."

Michael's eyes widen, his soft cheeks turning even pinker. Then suddenly, they darken. He takes his hand out of mine, replacing it back at his side.

"I'm sorry Justin..." His eyes turn glossy, the beginning of some tears.

"I can't be with you."

He turned away and started running, ran until I couldn't see him anymore.

"Mikey, wait!" I beg, but he doesn't stop.

I chase after him, wondering how those gorgeous, hairless skinny legs can take him that far. I tear up as it starts raining, the drops making everything turn darker.

"Micheal!!!!" I sob, a mixture of rain and my hot broken alpha tears flowing down my cheeks. I run as fast as my legs can take me, crying as i chase him. "Why won't he stop..?" I think, praying he'll turn around and kiss me, say it was a mistake and he doesn't know why he ran away. I just want to feel his soft lips against mine, lips against lips, the alpha and his kitten.

I run too fast, the rain too heavy, blurring my vision. I trip on the rain-laden grass and fall onto my knees, not bothering to even catch myself as I fall. I start crawling on the grass, trying to catch up to Micheal, no other care in the world.... No one else matters like he does. If he goes, i go too, I can't live without him.

Micheal doesn't even look back as he dissapears out of my line of sight, the rain blurring the rest of the world away. I stop crawling and accept my defeat, curling up into a sad ball on the grass, my clothes and hair soaked in rain and tears, you can see my sexy alpha 10-pack of abs under my shirt. I wonder how Micheal would react if he laid eyes on them... I'd push his face into them and make him lick the rain water off, like a good submissive kitten.

I lay there and cry, squeezing my eyes shut as the world around me disappears, now I'm just a sad, broken little wolf, who lost his kitten.

Suddenly, my backside starts tingling. I sit up straight and the world reappears, cars speeding by and trees pushed to the side with the force of the wind.

It hurts, a lot. So much that i can't take it. I howl at the sky, a cry for help that no one would understand. In an instant, all the pain goes away. I look around, confused. I twist my neck, trying to look behind me. I gasp.

A-a wolf tail...?!?! I jump up in shock, feeling the soft emo black fur of it. Before i even get to process what happened, i get that same tingling feeling again, but not in my backside. All over my body. I blink and suddenly the world seems a lot bigger than i remember it? Or am i just smaller?
I look down and my whole body is covered in emo black fur, resembling my broken heart well. I'm a wolf now, a real alpha.

I howl and run in the direction i remember seeing Micheal going, continuing my pursuit after him.

I turn a corner, using my newly acquired sensitive wolf ears to hear all the little sounds around me, and finally spot him. There he is, in front of me at last. My kitten.

"So, Mikey-boo... Don't you love me..?" I say to him, my emo alpha voice is even sexier than before.

"Justin?!?!" Micheal exclaims, shocked that his dominant alpha has transformed. "Y-yo-you're an alpha now..... Wait! You're the mega broken hybrid emo alpha wolf in the history books!" He stutters, backing up into a wall.

"That's right." I say, snapping my sharp alpha fangs and growling at him, asserting my dominance, letting him know that I'm his alpha, and no one else.

"Uh-w-what are you going to do to me..?"

"Just you wait and see, Mikey."....


I'm too fucking lazy to write any more of this cringe shit 🤑🤍🤑⚠️💥
Aren't I an AMAZING writer???

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 08, 2024 ⏰

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