"Im sorry"

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Robins PoV:
Finney is on his phone, it's late at night and the rest of the kids are asleep. All of the adults are inside talking and playing a board game.. I was inside but I wanted to talk to Finn. No I needed to talk to Finn. So there he is on his phone near the camp fire.
"Hey Finney!" I smile. He looks up and gives me a polite nod.
"So what are you doing?" I ask. "I'm uploading photos of this week to the camps website." He says softly. "Oh we have a website?" I say curious I've never heard of it. "Yeah we all upload things on it to keep the parents updated.. plus we all have our own personal accounts on instagram." He says not taking his face away from his phone. Is he really uploading it or is it because he wants to ignore me.

Finneys pov:
I don't know what he's playing at but he needs to leave me alone. Like now. He's pissing me off and he still hasn't apologised? He follows me around like a puppy but has yet to say anything worth my time. I was hoping he'd get the message but he hasn't. Will he ever?? I don't know.
"Robin what do you want?" I say stern. He seems surprised. Maybe it's because the finney he knew wouldn't dare act that way. Especially to him. Or maybe it's because I'm not being as nice as I used to be. But that Finney is gone. I've had to learn to stick up for myself and during that I stopped dealing with people's bullshit.
"I just wanted to talk" he says slightly sadder than before. "Well I'm listening." I say while glaring at him. "I'm sorry" he says softly and then smiling. And I'm pissed. I'm so pissed. "You think everything that happened can be resolved with a sorry??" He's about to respond but I keep going. "You made me feel disgusted at myself and you haven't even said what you're sorry for. Are you sorry for making me feel stupid? For making cry?? Or are you sorry that I almost turned you gay." I say coldly making sure to spit out the last word just as he did all those years ago. The colour drains from his face and he's quiet. Good. Then I don't have to hate myself every time he speaks. " I just wanted to talk I swear!" He stammers.
"You talked enough that day." I stand up and march towards my office. I don't look back. I'll never look back again.

Robins PoV:
"Well that could've gone better!" Says a chipper voice behind me. I turn and see Vance, Gwen and Donna walking towards me. " the fuck did you say to him?!" Vance demands. "I swear all I said was sorry!" I say while avoiding his glare. "Thats the fucking problem." Gwen says angrily. "I'm gonna go check on Finn" Donna says nervously, obviously intimidated by Vance and Gwen. Just like I am. Donna doesn't seem as pissed at me though.

Donna's pov:
"Finney?" I say opening the door slightly. Then locking it, the state he was in was something his sister wouldn't want to see. "Finney..it's okay." I sit next to Finn, who's crying, badly. And this is the Finney i remember. Not the Finney who is "cold" now. This is the side of Finney he dosent even let Vance or his sister see. But they know it's there. Finn cries on my shoulder and I smell the alcohol in his breath. He got this from his father although he makes sure to know when to stop. He dosent want Gwen to know this and I don't think she does know. Only I do. I put my arm around him and look around the room. Spotting the beer bottle on his desk. I'm not sure where he gets the beer but he seems to always have some when he's sad. "I hate him. I hate his stupid eyes and the way they looked at me when I talked to him." He's still crying but seems to calm down slowly. "Finney, babe you didn't even let him finish what he was going to say?" I say softly, Finn sinks into my arms steadily. "I couldn't. I don't want to hear him say how disgusted I made him again." I nod in response. I understand. "Maybe he wanted to explain his side of the story?" I says softly while hugging him. I don't know when but we end up falling asleep in his office.

Robins PoV:
I haven't seen finney since last night and I feel ashamed. I never got to say what I actually wanted to say. And it's gonna be so rickey between us now. I just hope it dosent cost me my job..

Finney pov:
I woke up in my office floor with Donna by my side. I feel the after effects of beer in my system and silently die inside. The only thing I got from my dad other than his hair was his drinking problem. I move away from Donna softly and make my way to the canteen. I walk in and see Vance and Bruce sitting on a bench with coffees. "Hey vanc-" I'm about to finish my sentence but Vance cuts me off by hugging me. I look over his shoulder and see Bruce smile at me. Oh god they know.  "He's a fucking prickhead" Vance says pulling away and I sigh. "Vance it's okay I swear" I walk and sit down beside Bruce who pats my back. "Can't you guys go kiss somewhere?" I say rolling my eyes. Vance and Bruce's checks go slightly red and Bruce's arm pulls away from my back. "Would you like something to eat Finn?" He says smiling. "Yeah thanks Bruce" I respond while laying my head on the table. He gives me a cup of coffee and a slice of toast with jam- my go to meal when I'm upset I'm surprised he remembered me telling him that. Vance sits down opposite me and starts to speak to Bruce. I don't hear,  all I can focus on is what happened yesterday. And then I suddenly focus on the door. Because the one person I hoped not to see walks in. Robin.

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