I woke up , feeling wet and moist so I got up and seen that tim was already gone to work. I got up and seen blood. thought the worse ... did I loose the baby? I didn't want to worry tim so I didn't bother calling him I got up and got in the shower I stayed in there longer then I anticipated but I needed to clear my mind. I went and put on leggings and a sweater on. then I went to peak into the ..nursery the one tim had just finished a week prior, a tear leaving my face and me quickly wiping it. I hurried out the apartment locking the door behind me. once I got into the car I just melted down. after everything .. after everything we did to get pregnant. and now this. after I calmed down I started he car and drove off. once I got to the hospital I went to the front desk and told them my situation. "sorry were in the middle of our rush hour you going to have to wait a bit" the receptionist said. " uh sure no problem with me" and she gave me the clip board to fill out the information while I sat and waited. once I filled out the forms , I gave it back to the receptionist. and sat back down. after about 30 minutes I had to getup . I had to get up and do something. so I got up and walked the halls. untill I heard my name get called. "Lucy Chen" I walked over towards the nurse . where she lead me on a room. " the doctor will be with you soon will you get changed please" while she was changing she felt this feeling like a pit the bottom of her belly. she knew what it was . she needed to call tim she knew she would feel bad if she did not. so she grabbed her phone off the table and taped his name. "hi baby" " uh Tim" she said in a shaken voice " where are you?" he said in a worried voice. " shaw memorial " she said shyly " im otw" was all I heard before he hung up. I took a deep breath and said down and the bed. that's when the doctor came in " hi , Ms Chen I'm just going to give you an aldrosound quickly then I'll go from there" he took the gold gel and put on my stomach then put the machine on it and looking at my uterus. "oh umm" he says concerned "what what's wrong " i say loudly almost already knowing the answer. "I'm so sorry your baby is gone" he say sympathetically. "I'll schedule your abortion procedure for later today" I just sit there quite shocked. confused. and he walked out. I don't even know how long its been. when the door opening takes me out of my trance. " Tim" I say sadly and reaching my arms out telling him to hug me. after he lets me go he tried to sit in the chair next to my bed. " NO , here" I say scooting over and patting the empty space in my bed. " what happened baby?" he say rubbing my back. " shes gone" I say while a tear comes down my face. " omg baby its okay where gonna get through this TOGETHER" and I went into his embrace while he held me tighter " i love you luce" I looked at him and gave him a weak smile , an dgave hima quick peak on his lips
this is when I realized I was going to be okay. no now but eventually as long as I had him I would be great. and maybe one day we would try again. but right now all I need is HIM.
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hiii guys , hope you liked this one . I just thought why not right about an abortion/baby lost. since this election.and since the rights where given back. see you guys soon!
