Normally Wicked

Fuck off

I hate the feeling of love, cause love can hurt you at times.
Love can make you feel very high and very low.
I hate the way love can make me feel vulnerable and attached
And it hurts.
And it hurts so deeply...
How can i detach myself from the thought of you and i?
The memories that we grew up together makes my wounded heart bleed madly.
Every time i remember how we laugh about things in life, how we talked stupidly serious about the weirdest things and how we care for each other so crazy.
Back then it felt so bizarre and unreal.
In a short span, i've learned that my heart can be this lunatic over you.
When i admit it to myself that i'm beginning to fell over you,
Our game started
Our game that was very tricky...
So tricky, that we lost contact
One day we're very okay and one day we're too flat.
So confused and out bounded.

Love is a game
It's either you master the mechanics or snot the rules and regulations.
In the end, it will always be game over...

Yeah, and it was finally game over for the both of us.
We both ended our connection.
Maybe i am a ratbag 'cause there were times that i still believe that a person who knows to value love deserves to be love...

Well, i reason a lot, i made tons of delays just to see you again for one last time.
But the fate was never in my favor, it was always yours.
For the past months, i've learned to focus to what's ahead...
And day by day, I am starting to get over from that feeling...
That feeling of attachment.
I was contented and trying to orient myself for my future.
Then this one day i felt your ghost and it was fuck as hell.
From the effort that i did for couple of months of removing you in my memory,
Now here i am, refreshing shit again.

Tell me how to remove you here in my heart?
Cause the pain stays...
People around me doesn't know how hurt i am...
I keep asking myself if you are the guy who is worth fighting for.
Or do you deserve this love and attention that i am wasting in.
You made a stain here.
And its not good.