Past mistakes made me the person I am today
I was poor judgment being lead by a monster
Who I couldn't escape
Couldn't breathe
Couldn't even damn see
Where I was in fountain of a pool of my own blood 🩸 trying to fight for a lost cause
Trying to survive
Looking to thrive
Trying to see the colors of my past self looking for a way out
I wanted to scream out loud because no matter how hard I try I'm no good in this life
