Caught

Tow

My alarm is breaking my ears and I just want to go back to sleep, the clock is 07.00 and I'm really regretting the time on my phone last night.

I actually get up even tho it hurts in my body and go to the bathroom, i do my brush routine. First brush, then I floss. And lastly mouthwash. And I take a gum so I'm sure it keeps it that way.

Then I strip off my clothes and go in the shower. The water is freezing cold and making me jump, but is slowly getting warmer to a more human acceptable temperature. I manage to press out the absolute last drop of my lovely mango soap and scrub my body in it.

After vibing in the shower I walk back to my room and have to do the hardest part of the day, find a outfit.

After at least half my wardrobe is on the floor I go for a low waist pair of black flare jeans, a black singlet and a navy blue boat neck sweater. I look in the mirror, wow my outfit did actually eat today.

I go to my makeup desk and curl my lashes.

I use the rest of my time before going to the bus running around and trying to find my AirPods, why do I have to loose them literally every single day, it feels more like a daily routine. After running around like a stressed hamster for a good ten minutes I spot them peeking out from under the sofa.

After having to stress to catch the bus I meet Katy.  We talk the whole way to school about anything and everything, this is actually one of the times I like talking with her and being with her.

The cold November air gives me goosebumps and we hurry inside. We meet the rest of the girls inside and we get ready for first period.

We have English and believe it or not I actually like english, we usually write and that something I enjoy doing, just forget everything and disappear in a whole new world where you can make whatever you want, you can even give the people you don't like a tail or just kill them, it's my unhealthy way of letting out my anger.

I sit down beside Cora, she smile at me, wow she smiled at me. Today she is wearning a black sweater,  a pair of baggy grey jeans, a chunky belt and lots of gold jewellery. Damn I actually die for her. I smile back, i should say something souldnt i, maybe tell her i like her outfit, no it will sound like I'm obsessing over her. Maybe ask her if she likes english, no thats boring.

I dont have a chanse to try and talk to her before the teatcher tells the class to quiet down "okay so today we will work in pairs, everyone just work with the one that you are sitting next to" shit okay i i guess i will be talking with her anyhow. "you will work together and find something to write about like a news articel, maybe talk with someone that works with something intersessting or find something that would be interesting to write about. and this task will a lot to say with your grade".

Oh fuuuck, this will be awkward.

I turn to Cora "any ideas to what we should write about?" I ask trying to sound casual.

"not really" she says.

"Uhmm okaaayy, what about the store across the street from the school, they've practically stolen all our money" I say trying for humour. feel smart since that's actually a pretty good thing to write about, since they have literally robed every students money.

"Yess that's a good idea" Cora said while she smiled. She liked my idea.

"What about if we go and interview them" I say,

"yeah, good idea" she responded, I have no idea what to ask them tho but I will think of something.

I take my pink note book and pen and we go out, the awkward tension is making me cringe.