I Love You

Chapter 3

WARNING: SHORT MENTION OF ABUSIVE I was staring right at him, I started shaking and he looked down at my hands and held them.I was so shook i couldn't move my hands away from him.My abusive ex. I had left him about 7 months ago when my mam found out that he physically abused me and I haven't talked to him since.

"Hey my love" he says stepping closer to me our body's inches apart now. He stares at me for a few minutes then he starts to lower his face into mine and then I hear him scream and squeeze my hand.I was as still as a statue until he dropped to the floor and behind him were liv and zoe. Liv took me away from him and passed me to zoe. As zoe took me inside I heard liv telling him to stay the fuck away from me and then the door shut so the rest I'll never know.

Zoe put me on the couch and comforted me as I had started to sob, even thought it was a small interaction it felt horrible.

I was sobbing as I spoke up
"I don't understand why my body didn't do anything, my brain was telling me to kick him and to..."
I was cut off by zoe
"It's ok amelia, your body was just in shock and you had no control of that"
"but how did you know he was there and to come for me?" I ask in complete confusion.
"Well liv knew that it doesn't take you that long to get a bag from the car but when she opened the door she saw him through the window of the car and ran back into the house to get a knife and she dug it into his back not stabbing him but hurting him enough to drop"

I love liv so much because she knew I was not able to control my body because when im in shock I can't make myself do anything.

Liv entered through the door looking exhausted but when she saw me sobbing she ran to me and started hugging me and comforting me just like zoe did.

Liv whispered something to zoe and she got up and went down the long hall of pictures. I sobbed and sobbed into livs arms, I could hear her sniffling so I looked up and she was crying too. Knowing that when he hurt me he hurt her too cause I drifted from everything and everyone. But I hugged her tight and as I did I heard running footsteps coming from the hall I looked up and zoe was running after billie and billie looked like she had seen a ghost.

"Oh my god Ams I'm so so sorry I should've gone outside with you I.." I cut her off
"Billie please dont blame yourself, no one knew he would turn up"
I hugged her as tears started streaming down my face again.

Liv and Zoe ended up falling asleep on the couch beside me and billie, but we couldn't fall asleep.

"Hey billie, do you wanna go to your room, I'm sleepy and the couch looks full" I whisper quietly
"Yes please" she whispers back. We got to the room and I went to the bathroom straight away to clean my makeup off from all the crying. Billie came in looking tired asf I gave her a little kiss on the cheek and hugged her, I felt her smile and hug me around the waist. I know that was a bit cheeky.

I turned back to the mirror to clean my makeup off and she stood behind me hugging me around the waist with her head on my shoulder. I hugged her arms after I finished taking my makeup off.

We walked back into her room getting into our pjs I took my shirt off and tried taking my bra off but the hook wouldn't unhook. I sighed and asked billie if she could unhook it and without hesitation she unhooked it and the straps fell down my arms and then the floor. I could feel her staring at me as I picked my shirt up and put it on with my bottoms. She did the same getting her shirt on and bottoms.

We hopped in the bed laying down my head on her chest and her head on the pillow. We layed like that for longer than we intended I looked up at billie as her eyes were getting heavier.

Billie's pov:

Ams laid her head on my chest, after a while i felt my eyes get heavy and i was about to fall asleep but she looked up at me and asked me "Wheres the rest of your family gone?"
"They had to go schedule my next studio rehearsal"
"what's that?" Her cute little voice asks
"it's like a room that I rehearse my songs in and then I get into the studio and record a few lines"
she smiles at me and kisses my hand. I put her face up to mine laying on the pillow.

"Don't leave me ever please, ams" she looked at me confused
"Billie, why would i leave you?" I looked at her with tears in my eyes " Because whenever I get close with someone they always leave me.." she pulls me into her as she rests her head on mine and places soft kisses on my head.
"Bills I'm not leaving I'm always going to be here"
I smile knowing she wouldn't lie to me, I've known her for one day but I feel like I've known her for years

~~THE NEXT MORNING~~

Ams pov:

I wake up cuddling billie I looked at the time and it was only 7 30am so I decided to go back to sleep but before I could Maggie bursts through the door.

"Billie, get up you have an interview in an hour"
Billie groans "mom, whats with all these interviews?"
Maggie sighs and gives billie a look of annoyance. As Maggie shut the door I cuddled up into billie and spent my last few mins in the bed with her as I knew at any moment she would get up and so she did.

I laid in bed watching her get changed she looked back at me "pedo"
"I'm not a pedo billie, I'm younger than you"
she laughed it off and went to the bathroom I'm guessing to brush her teeth or something?

She walked out looking happy "what's with all this happiness?" "Oh you really wanna know?" "Yeah, I really wanna know"
" Well I was thinking you could stay at mine for a little and then when we come back we could..."
" Billie, I'm so sorry but my mam texted me last night to be home today but I'll make sure to hangout another day, all of us."
She nodded her head looking sad.
"I understand love"
I smile getting out the bed about to go shower when she pulls me by my waist and kisses my cheek, I think she knew I'd get butterflies.
" Goodbye Ams ill text you ok?"
"Ok bills"

Authors note:
I don't know how I feel about this chapter it's good ig but idk tell me what you think I need to improve on please I'll take anything🙏 but please vote my loves❤️