One week later
Dazainaya krisaya johnson
Shortwood 📍 12:30pm
I was home alone and my mom is at work
Finding out I was pregnant .... Not the best thing symptoms dem a kick in day by day
Nuh tell me mada yet but mi feel like she know something nah talk tho until me tell har she start wid har likkle she did knw and blah blah blah
My mother she will know something and nuh seh nth until uh tell her she start talk bout dis and dat and bagga unnecessary talking
She's dat type of person she feel it ina har blood
Sista gawn somewhere i don't know where mi mada suppose to soon come soon 1 o'clock now
Aguh sleep until she reach yah tired fi watch tv
Need fi tell Zidane bout dis to..
1:34pm
Waking up to noises in the living room I knew that my mom was probably home
Yawning I did hesitate to get up walking to the bathroom first thing I did was relieve my bladder wooh
Walking to the living room seeing my mom watching documentary on the tv relaxing
She nah cook mi hungry enuh
Feel like tell her now caz she ina wah good mood maybe she react how me expect her to
Sitting beside her i slant to side a bit
Wahm now hungry, she asked
Yea yah cook,
Soon cook pick pon sum ina eh mean time,
Alr,
Uh sista nuh come back yet, she asked me
No,
Dah gyal deh uh see man love falla backa man bet seh she deh una alex arm, she cursed
I laughed a little at how she said it Jamaican mothers different enuh afta she tell har she can Gwan she a cuss no sah
Mi wah tell uh something mommy, I said nervously reliving a sigh
Mi knw seh uh wah talk to me long time talk man, she said
Memba Alex cousin, I said
Unu deh, she said now looking at me
No him did like me and eh time wen dem come ova ya and watch eh movie wen dez dem gawn guh buy ice cream him rape mi and now me pregnant, I said in one breath
Wah!
I now w ayee to cry but kept the tears back
Bwoy oh bwoy mi did knw enuh a u did aguh breed out a school,
Yuh guh tek man ina me place likkle dry head gyal, she cursed on top of her voice wull place a hear har
She nuh acknowledge the fact seh him rape me it's been a while since she cuss like dis enuh dam
Dazainaya yuh ave money cah take care a baby mi neva want dis fi u or dezanique enuh mi knw what's it like mi breed wid dez ina high school to and mi neva want dis fi none a unu , she more calmly tears now running down her face
Nave nth fi seh because mi disappoint har
Mommy sorry me neva want this either, I said lowly my voice cracking
Mi know , she hugs me
Neva expect dis wow.
If uh nuh tell uh fada guh call him now and tell him me aguh cook, she said now getting up
