**Sorry for any mistakes**
*Same night*
~𝘏𝘈𝘙𝘔𝘖𝘕𝘠 𝘒𝘐𝘕𝘎𝘚𝘛𝘖𝘕~
Leaning on the railing on balcony i watched Aisa's ig story over and over again as i smoked a blunt that i had Kash roll up for me earlier.
She looked so happy.
Partying with her best friend and some of the girls who were on the USC basketball team.
It looked like she belonged there and i knew if i kept nagging her about this situation then i would just be pushing her way for good.
Normally i would be venting to my bestie, but she was outta town visiting her dad and i didn't want to bother her.
Clicking on her next story i gazed at the picture of Asia and a pretty brownskin girl which Asia had her arms around her waist and the girl had her arm around her shoulder as they smiled with red cups in their hands.
Clicking on the username Asia had tagged, it instantly took me to the girls instagram page.
She really was pretty, im not no hating ass female. The girl was gorgeous.
Scrolling through her page, clicking on pictures and clicking out of em.
I was starting to feel insecure, which i was confused on why i was feeling that way because i've always been confident and secure in my skin and body.
I knew i was beautiful, my daddy made sure i knew that every single day.
Clicking out of her page i clicked on Asia next story and my finger froze.
It was a video of Asia getting a gelo shot of the girls mouth, the one from her previous post.
What type of bullshit was this?
I was feeling like a dumbass right now.
But was i about to overreact over a damn gelo shot, granted the way she got the gelo shot is suspect as fuck but was it to the point were i need to over react and do too much?
I don't know.
So instead of cussing her out, i just slide up on her story and type "I see your having fun in LA" and sent it leaving it at that.
My mind was going a hundred miles per minute going over all and any possible scenarios and outcomes of this.
I knew Asia wouldn't cheat on me cause she never gave me a reason to feel like she would cheat, but this right here had me uneasy not gone lie.
Exiting outta her story, i went to my explore page and scrolled through trying to keep my mind busy.
Lifting the blunt to my lips and taking a drag, i looked out into the barely lit parking lot at night and blew out the smoke.
Jumping from hearing the door to the balcony open i looked over my shoulder and seen Devontae slip through the door and quietly slide it shut.
"You scared the hell outta me Vontae" i whispered looking back at my phone as i put out my blunt.
"Shii my bad" he mumbled not saying anything else.
Looking towards him, i seen he was in some gray sweats with a gray nike hoodie, hands typing away on his phone.
I forgot that he wasn't the type to talk that much, which i actually liked about him cause sometimes i didn't feel like talking which happens a lot lately.
