UNENDING PATH

Chapter 2

Hello guys! Gusto ko lang ipahabol na yung mga pictures na ipinakita ko here sa story is I didn't own it. Credits to the owner nalang!

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10:43 PM ang oras ngayon. I was in my room, roaming in the surrounding, it was my old room naka display lahat ng mga achievements ko sa pageantry and modeling. From crowns, slashes, magazines and pictures, are all displayed. Nakakatuwang pagmasdan ang mga ito, I look at it like it's a masterpiece, I miss those days. The days that I can still walk in the stage with my 6.8 inch high heels. I know in my walk in closet, my heels and gowns are displayed there.

Pero hindi pa rin mawala sa isipan ko ang sinabi ng kapatid ko.

"I've not been doing well. I've always longed for someone to be beside me... I don't have anyone, that makes my world dim..."

I shook my head. After kasi niyang sinabi 'yon, I stood up and left without a word while I could feel her eyes staring at my back until I shut the door close.

I don't know, ang bigat sa pakiramdam. I left her, she suffered here, I left her alone on her own, she has no one besides her self. Am I that selfish? Iniisip ko lang ang sarili ko that time, I am still young for god's sake.

I was numb. I don't know what's happening in my world, I was doomed, I was confused, I was hurt, I was in pain. I watch my mother dying, and that pains me a lot.

As I sat down in my fluffy light purple bed. My eyes captured something in the wall besides on my big picture frame me winning a beauty pageant. I saw a pink guitar, a guitar that my mom gifted me on my 10th birthday.

I stood up and went closer to the hanging guitar. My fingers linger on the strings. I miss you mom... I really do miss you...

A tear slipped in my left eye. Sorry Kaykay if I left you. I know you need someone during that time, but ate couldn't think straight, ate is in pain also suffering on what she witnessed. Don't you worry, Kaykay. Babawi ang ate, I know it's late pero babawi pa rin ako. I promise.

"Miss Vanniya?"

Na alimpungatan ako nang marinig ko ang mga katok na yon at ang boses ni Yaya Pina.

Gosh, what time na ba?

Oh? It's 6 A.M. pa naman. "Miss? Bumababa na ho raw kayo at kumaina't may eskwela pa kayo" Sabi  ni yaya Pina, ang soothing ng boses ni Yaya Pina, di mo masasabi na 50 years old na eh no?. Teka...

Eskwela? Wait what?! Papasok ako today? Pero, I didn't process my papers  in my previous school! What the?

"Wait what? Papasok ako today yaya?!" I yelled at napabalikwas. "Sabi ni Madame Marifaye, na ngayon ka raw po papasok kaya't inutusan ako na ika'y gisingin". Bago pa ako maka salita, nagsalita muli si yaya Pina. "Ang uniform niyo rin ay naka walk-in closet mo Miss. Pagkatapos mo diyan sumunod ka sa hapag-kainan upang mag almusal"

I can't understand my emotion right. The heck, papasok agad? Wala bang rest for 2 days?

I started to walk to the bathroom to take a bath. As I walk inside, I look at the mirror and shocks, my face is unrecognizable. My lipstick and mascara are everywhere. I shook my head and I slowly unbotton my dress and stupid me. Nakalimutan ko pang mag bihis kahapon, I'm still wearing the dress I wore yesterday. Silly me. After I undress, I walk towards the shower and turn it on.

The cold water runs into my skin, every drop of the water to be felt and seen.
How can I be so selfish?
I decided to run away to heal, leaving her alone with a big deal.
How can I be so selfish?
She needed me the most, I turned away at the scene to find myself in peace.
How can I be so selfish?
I was living a life, and she was wishing to die.
How can I be so selfish?
I should be her companion buddy, but I wasn't able to, until I became a nobody.
I should be there beside her, making sure she wouldn't let her self down further.
I'm so sorry Kayvillie, ate is selfish and a dummy.
A sorry might not fix everything, but I regret I've done and I will be guilty until I am breathing.

"What the actual fuck? " I shockingly said. Like, are you serious? Omg, I can't, I can't, I can't! I am going to all girl school?! I mean, oa lang ako wala namang mali ron it's just like. Wala na akong pang "Motivational purpose" Nooooooooooooo! My school year will be boring as fuck! I cannot! Alangan naman mga babae ang gawin kong pang "Motivational purpose". No way! I'm straight, but I respect their society, pero para sa akin lang, hindi ko kayang walang pang "Motivational purpose" . Everything will be boring na, literally boring. Gagawin ko nanamang  "Motivational purpose" yung mga fictional characters. "Ano ba 'yan, kala ko pa naman makakakita na ako ng mga gwapings na lalake." Ngmuso nalang ako at kinuha ang uniform, I once again look at the logo of the uniform. Maxiyafamia Fourth University, wow ha, ang hirap e' pronounced tung school na ito. Pauso, siguro mahirap rin makakuha nang mataas na grado.

Pero infairness, aesthetic unform niya. Daming details. The uniform was color black but it have gold, bloody red, forest green and silver na details. Parang majestic talagang tiganan, ang unique ng uniform parang hind pag-aaral ang gagawin mo. Parang may runway na magaganap tapos ang theme, balik eskwela mga prinsisa. Ang dami namang pakulo ang uniform na ito, gosh.

I immediately wear the uniform, gosh what time na ba kasi. Lagot ako nito. I went out in the walk in closet and I went to my vanity table at na put some light make up and I blow dry my hair and brushes it. Nag put na rin ako ng perfume, at I look besides my vanity table. I saw in the floor, there's a bag. Huh? Why I didn't notice this bag yesterday? I picked the bag and open it and I saw some brand-new school supplies. I immediately assumed it's for me.

After I've done doing everything, I rush downstairs to the dinning room where I saw my FAMILY eating. I immediately sit my ass down besides Kaykay. "Good morning" I said. I grab the spoon and started to eat.  As the spoon went to my mouth the gurang spoke, "You should be one of the top of the class, Vanniya." I stop eating and took a glance at the gurang. Really now? Yes, I might be outstandingly smart eversince I'm young. Talaga yan agad ibubungad ni gurang? What iba ang environment don tapos hindi ko keri ang mga subjects. Nabuang na talaga. Tumango nalang ako, may magagawa paba ako?

Kala ko wala nang sasabihin si gurang, meron pa pala. "And you Kayvillie, act more decent. Wag kang sumali sa club na iyon, mapapahamak kalang." I saw how Kaykay, grip that spoon tightly. Ano ba kasi na club sinalihan niya? My eyes widen when a cold voice spoke. "Why?" Gosh, Kaykay's voice is so cold. It absolutely makes me shivers.
I saw how gurang raised her left eyebrow, si gura is so maldita. "It's not good for you." The gurang said as she drink tea. "How do you know what's good for me? When you don't know anything about me?" Kaykay said and she looks up to meet gurang's eyes. The atmosphere is so nakakailang. The gurang's eye stared back, like she didn't care at all. May na pansin rin ako eh, gurang have this kind of dark aura. Gurang is not a typical gurang. You see...

Mostly some of the old people especially when the are luxurious. They often wear something more elegant, more feminine. This gurang here instead wore a trouser and a blazer. Cool right? There's a time na napapaisip ako, tomboy ba si gurang before? Bo offense, she's also a marvelous kind of a woman. She's already 58 years old, she still slay.

"Are you really giving me that attitude Kayvillie?" The gurang said and put her tea cup gently in the table. Kaykay just looked away and about to speak again but inunahan ko siya. Sipsip ako eh. "That's enough, let's go na baka ma late pa tayo." I said and I stood up from my chair and walk away from the dining room. Gosh, I hate the atmosphere there, ang bigat!

The guards open the door for me and greet me a good morning, I just nod my head as a  respond. And somehow I heard some snickering behind my back. I just shook my head, perhaps I am hallucinating. Went out and I immediately went inside sa car and we waited for Kaykay. I saw her walking towards the car. And I notice her uniform, it's the same as mine but the difference is that she wears a black stockings and instead of necktie it's a ribbon. She went inside the car and sat beside me, we are currently sitting in the back seat. Vhon started the engine of the car. I saw how focused Kaykay in the window while I watch her. She spoke, "Why?". I look at her confused. "What do you mean why?" She looked at me with her cold eyes. "Why did you..." She looks like hesitating for some reason making my heart beat fast,  I was nervous kung ano ang kasunod na sasabihin niya.

"Why did you wear your blazer in the wrong way?"

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