choso kamo x reader (friends don't kiss, do they?)

Beginning (undivided love)

Watching movies with Choso at your place every weekend had become something almost sacred. Your little movie nights were a tradition, a routine you both looked forward to week after week.

With his legs stretched out on the coffee table, wrapped snugly under a blanket with you beside him, Choso felt at peace. His attention was fixed on the screen, fixated in the hot making out scene between characters in the movie unfolding before him.

"What if we tried that?" His voice broke the silence, accompanied by the sound of him grabbing a handful of popcorn. He turned to you, chewing slowly. "Have you ever thought about it? You and me?"

Choso's gaze returned to the TV, readjusting his position on the couch. "Just for fun," he added casually, as if testing the waters.

(y/n)

i take a second to think.. "what if we did do that" i think to myself.. my gaze locked and fixated on the science infront of us.. i glance over at choso for a second and return my gaze to the tv. my voice soft and at a whisper*
what if we did try that?

(choso)

Choso felt the heat rising, a mix of desire and nervousness. Your words sent shivers down his spine, a flutter in the pit of his stomach. He shifted again, sitting up straighter, his eyes no longer on the movie.

His gaze fixed on you, his fingers reaching out to touch your hand. "We can." He whispered softly, his heart racing. "Do you want to?" He asked, his eyes searching yours for confirmation.

(y/n)

my heart is racing.. i'm so nervous, i look over at him and give him a faint smile.. i nod my head before returning my gaze to the tv. my voice soft and nervous*
yea, i do want to.

(choso)

Choso's heart thumped against his chest. "Okay, let's try it." He whispered, his voice wavering with the same nerves you felt.

Leaning closer, his free hand slowly finding its way to your waist, pulling you lightly towards him. His eyes searched yours for one final confirmation before closing them, and gently pressing his lips against yours.

(y/n)

my heart practically beating outside my chest as he pulls me him.. i return the kiss without a question.. my heart rate starts to slow down as he doesn't pull back from the kiss just yet.

(choso)

Choso savored the moment, his hand tenderly running through your hair as he leaned into the kiss. His grip on your waist tightened slightly, yearning for more contact. The room seemed to disappear around them as he deepened the kiss, his body drawn closer to you.

(y/n)

as he deepened the kiss, the room went silent. the only sound from the tv and our laboured breaths, i'm still just as nervous as ever.. but with control, my hands find their way up to his neck, my hands resting on both sides..

(choso)

Choso felt your hands on his neck, a gentle touch that sent shivers down his spine. His own hands roamed across your body, savoring the curves he had admired so often. He pulled back slightly, his eyes locking with yours, his touch lingering. "Again?" He whispered, awaiting your nod before claiming your lips once more, his fingers intertwining with yours.

(y/n)

i felt the shivers down his spine.. is he enjoying this as much as me. he pulls away from the kiss as we catch our breaths. i hear him say "again" in that sweet, soft voice. i nod my head and smile..

(choso)

Choso's heart was drumming against his chest, his gaze fixed on your lips as he eagerly pressed his own against them again. The gentle nibbles continued, his tongue dancing across your mouth. Every breath, every touch, felt electrifying as they held onto each other, lost in the passionate intimacy. It was more than they had bargained for, a surge of desire building with each passing moment. Every kiss was a silent plea for more, a need for deepened connection.

(y/n)

as he pulls me back in, my heart jumps out of my chest.."were just friends?" i think to myself.. the way his tongue moves in my mouth drives me crazy by the second. were lost in the passionate intimacy together.. our bodies get closer. i can hear how loud his heart is. it only drives me crazier by the second.. by his breath. the sound drowns out around us, our heavy breaths and the occasional moans.

(choso)

Choso's heart raced beneath your touch, his breathing deepening as your hands moved across his chest. The warmth of your body close to his intensified his longing, his desire growing with every passing moment. He broke the kiss for a brief second to gaze at you, his eyes filled with a mixture of uncertainty and intense emotion.

"y/n," he whispered, his voice hoarse with longing. "Is this more than just a movie night now?" He inquired, his gaze capturing yours, searching for confirmation of your shared experience. "I need to know if this means something to you, too."

(y/n)

as he pulls away, we catch our breath's, the warmth of his body, telling me i'm safe.. i snap out of my thoughts and i meet his gaze. his voice quiet and soft as he tries to find confirmation. i nod my head and smile. my voice at a whisper and gentle*
it means a lot more to me than you'll ever know.. you mean more to me than you'll ever know.

(choso)

Choso felt a wave of emotions wash over him as the words left your lips. It was as if the walls he had built around his heart came crashing down, revealing the depth of the connection that had blossomed between them.

His hand gently cupped your face, his thumb tracing the contours of your cheek as he gazed into your eyes, his own filled with adoration. "y/n.. I have never felt this way before. You have changed everything," he whispered, his voice filled with tenderness and sincerity. "I never want to lose this, lose you."

(y/n)

*my cheeks have a small blush on them.. the way my name rolls off his tongue so gently.. my heart silently drops at his words.. i'm just realizing my feelings i have for him.. im scared to lose him too.. i can't let go. my grip on him tightens.. but looking for some security, my voice shaky and gentle.. i'm so nervous, i look up into his eyes, my expression warm and reassuring*
you won't lose me, ever okay?..
i haven't felt this way before either.. i think im just coming to my realization that i have feelings for you.. im not sure how to do this though, not sure how to do any of it.. im new to all of this..