i woke up to my alarm blasting in my ears.
i sleepily turned it off, and pulled the warm covers off of me. I was instantly hit with the cold air from the fan hitting my body.
As I picked up my phone, I saw it was 7:40. School starts at 8:30.
Fuck I was about to be late for the first day of school, great.Hurriedly I got out of bed, threw on a tight black top, along with some jeans.
(The fit, btw belle looks however you want her to look)
I didn't eat breakfast, mainly because I hated eating, and I was late anyway so that was fine.
I grabbed my bag, threw on my shoes, added some jewelry, and headed out the door.
Usually I just walk to school, but right now I'm taking the bus, because imma be late.
Soon after I hop off the bus, it arrives at my new school.
Holy fuck, this place is huge.
I thought to myself for a moment.The amount of thoughts racking up in brain were too much.
Quickly I opened my phone,
8:23am.
i exhaled a large breath and walked inside. I was met with the principal who showed me to my locker, and gave my schedule. I told him I didnt need a buddy to help me find me way around. Thankfully he listened to me.The bell rang, that shit was loud as hell.
I grabbed my book, pen, laptop and phone and stared down at my schedule.
1st period
English - Miss Hudson
Room A1.I shoved my schedule into my pocket and began to walk to my class. When I arrived, I sat in the far corner, hoping the teacher wouldn't call on me.
"So today we have a new student joining us all the way from Australia,her name is-"
She was cut off with a loud bang of the door shutting. I flinched.
This girl, blue hair, quite pale, baggy clothes, shit ton of chains, damn she was pretty.
Anyway she came storming in, and just sat across the room from me. It was weird, no body said a word about it.
"Anyway, as I was saying we have a new student all the way from Australia! Her name is belle. Would you like to stand up and tell us a bit about yourself?"
As much as I wanted to say no, I knew I needed to.
"Uh yeah" I hesitated before standing up."So yeah, I'm from Australia, im 16, i don't have pets or anything, and for fun I usually just sleep I guess" I wasn't sure what to say, so I just said some stupid thing about me.
Well everything is stupid about me but it's fine.
As I sat at the back of the class, my head resting on my crossed arms, pretending to pay attention to the lesson, I felt someone's eyes on me.
As I slowly turned my head, our eyes met. God they where beautiful. They where crystal clear, her beautiful pink lips, her skin, so perfect-
I shook my head and snapped out of my trance.
why the fuck are you thinking that.
You're not gay belle, you're not.As the lesson came to the end, we had two more before lunch. I attended both of those, trying to start at this new school with a decent reputation.
When I reached my locker and opened it slowly, I put my books inside, I didn't pack any lunch, I wasnt hungry anyway.
I saw a hand reach the top of my locker, I looked at the hand for a moment, before shutting it to see who it was. It was her. It was blue eyes.
"Uhm yeah?" I spoke.
She just examined my face, with made me feel a bit insecure. As I began to get twisted in my own thoughts she softly spoke.
"You're beautiful"
God her voice was so perfect and soft and-Shut up, you're not gay.
"I-i, yeah" I cleared my throat. "Thankyou" I was nervous for some reason. It was weird.
When I said thankyou, she just walked off, as if we never spoke.
Um okay then?
As the end of the day neared, I grabbed my bag from my locker, as I started to walk out of school. I was so tired, I wasn't hungry but I hadn't eaten all day and I knew if I don't eat I'd pass out, again.
On my way home, I just listened to some music, what I usually do.
I was prepared for the battle I have to fight when I get home. As usual, I was scared, worried, just angry and sad at the same time.
I took a few deep breaths before twisting the door handle to walk inside.
I softly closed it behind me, until I was hit with a loud scream. I flinched.
"WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN, ITS 4:12PM?" I hate it when she yells.
"M-mum I was just coming home from school, I promise" I begged her to believe me but she didn't.
After a while my face and ribs where coved with bruises and cuts.
With that I walked to the bathroom, softly cleaning up my face. I then took a shower and went to sleep.
I didn't end up eating like I said I would be on well. It is what it is.
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