do you really love me?

4: held.

I didn't want to be at this house any longer.

I stared at Billie's car still sitting outside. You know what, I'm going.

I walked outside and softly tapped on Billie's window, she rolled it down.

"Um sorry, weird request, could I stay at yours tonight if that's okay..?" I was nervous to ask because what if she said no? Then I'd be stuck with my mum.

"Yeah of course, everything okay?" She spoke, a layer of concern in her voice.

I nodded and hopped in the car as she drove us back to her house. When I came back I was met with 3 new faces.

Billie walked in before me and let them know I was staying the night.

I felt like she could sense my nervousness because she softly grabbed my hand.

Butterflies.

No belle.
You're not gay.
Gay.
fuck.
I think I'm gay.

"Belle this is my brother, finneas, my dad Patrick, and finneas' girlfriend Claudia" spoke Billie.

"Nice to meet you all"

I felt like they were all staying at my black eye, and Billie felt that too. Next thing I know she pulled me away, and into her room.

"Here are some clothes" Billie said while throwing a large shirt and pants at me.

"Thanks, do you have a bathroom I can get changed in?" I said stupidly.

"Just get changed in here, I'll turn around." She said as she turned around.

I quickly got dressed and told her I was finished. As she turned back around she stared at me.

"You should wear my clothes more often mama." When I tell you I felt my cheeks heat up, you don't even know it.

Thankfully her red lighting had prevented her from seeing the effect she had on me.

I laid down in her bed, she got dressed and laid next to me.

"Wanna tell me why you don't want to be home?" She said while tucking a strand of my hair behind my ear.

"Not really" I replied, tears stinging my eyes.

"Need a hug?" She responded.

I nodded slightly as she pulled me into her embrace. I tried so hard not to cry but it just didn't work.

She stroked my hair with her hand, along with the other strocking my back. I could feel my shakes, and my tears running down my face.

"Shh, relax, everything is okay" just her saying that made me feel a lot better.

After that she started to sing softly. Her voice was angelic, beautiful, like her.

She just held me until I fell asleep, Ive never had someone care, apart from my sister. No one ever held me when I cried, no one comforted me. All they did was hurt me. Over and over again.

But Billie was different. I let her see my pain, and I barely knew her. I never do that. I've never told a single soul how I feel. Billie saw right through my cover.

In the morning, I woke up to 2 amrs hugging my bare waist, they were under my shirt, by just around my waist, being respectful.

I was alarmed due to my past, until I turned and saw sleeping beauty, in all her glory. I placed my head in her chest, and she pulled me closer.

The smell of her perfume calmed me down, before I knew it, I was asleep again.

I've rarely ever had a good sleep, but this. This was one of the best sleeps of my life.

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A/N
Sorry it's such a short chapter mls!!