Beside you (Jenlisa G!p)

Chapter 32

Lisa didn't know what to say; the only thing she could hear was her sister saying, "I told you to be careful, Lisa," "What the hell were you thinking?" "Speak, for God's sake," while Jisoo held her newly discovered nephew in her arms.

Once again, she read the letter Keana had left in the bag with the baby's things.

"Im sorry, Lisa. You're probably wondering why I left you the baby, but the answer is obvious, he is your baby Lisa, Lucas is ur son. I'm sorry I didn't tell u when u asked me, but I was afraid my brother would hurt you. He is not right in the head and went crazy when he found out about the pregnancy. He swore he would kill the father of my baby, which is why I kept it from you I thought I could handle this, but I can't. I can't take care of him, I'm too young for such a big responsibility. He won't be happy with me, I won't be able to give him the love or everything he needs. That's why I've decided to leave him with you. I know you'll make him very happy, that you'll take care of him and give him lots of love. I'm going far away, somewhere my brother won't find me. I hope you can forgive me, Lisa. Take care of my baby and be happy."

More tears started rolling down her cheeks, and she crumpled the letter, almost tearing it apart

-Lisa - she felt her sister sit down beside her.

-This is all my fault -Lisa lamented - I lost Jennie, and now this - she was broken - I shouldn't have listened to Keana, I should have been careful. I was an idiot!-

-Enough, Lisa, calm down - Sara had already composed herself. She saw so much pain in her sister that it made no sense to burden her with more blame.

-What am I going to do? - Lisa looked at her sister, trying to find answers to the many questions crossing her mind.

-You'll do the right thing, Lisa. You'll give that baby your last name, he's not to blame for your mistakes or his other mother's, he's your son, he's just like you. You can't abandon him, and I won't let you. I'm here with you, and you have all my support.-

-You can count on me, too - Jisoo assured her - Besides, I like the idea of having a little nephew - She smiled, looking at baby Lucas, who was sleeping peacefully in her arms.

-Thank you - Lisa smiled for the first time since everything had happened with Jennie and Keana.

She fixed her gaze on little Lucas. It was true, he was just like her, tanned skin, brown eyes, an exact copy of her. He looked so fragile and so unaware of everything happening around him, and she couldn't believe that this tiny being was a part of her.

And in that moment, she knew. She knew she would do whatever it took to make him happy. Keana might have abandoned him, but she wouldn't. She would give him all the love and
everything she could.

-My baby...

The next day

-Are you sure you can stay with him? - Lisa asked her sister, taking a sip of her juice.

-Yes, don't worry. The hospital owes me a few days off, and I took them to stay with this precious boy - she said, giving her nephew a kiss.

-Okay - Lisa sighed, leaning in to leave a kiss on her son's forehead - I love you...

-Go get your girl back, Lis...