Beside you (Jenlisa G!p)

Chapter 33

-Why Sana? - Jennie asked after a few minutes of silence. They were sitting together on the bleachers of the football field, not wanting to cause a scene in the school hallways.

-I wasn't thinking straight back then. I saw sex as something I could enjoy without giving explanations, I didn't care who I was sleeping with; I just wanted to have fun - Lisa paused - And well, on top of that, you and I didn't get along, at that point in my life, I never imagined I would fall in love with you - she said, showing her love, something Jennie didn't express, her gaze said nothing, cold and distant.

-When did you stop? - Jennie asked, her tone sharp.

-Jennie...

-Tell me...

-Do you remember the night I kissed you for the first time? -The brunette nodded.

-At Jackson's party, I asked Sana to stop. I was starting to have feelings for you, and it didn't feel right anymore. Plus, the only reason Sana was sleeping with me was because when we did it she could forget that Tzuyu was with Bam. It was her way of drowning out the pain of not having her - Lisa explained, hoping Jennie would believe her - We never slept together again, Jennie. We always respected you, and... I couldn't do that anymore...

-Alright - Jennie said, remaining silent, and an awkward silence settled between them.

-Th-there's something else I need to tell you - Lisa murmured nervously. She had to tell her about the baby. She wasn't going to let Jennie find out from someone else and have it turn out like it did with the Sana situation.

-More secrets? - Jennie huffed, furrowing her brows.

-I... I didn't know. I found out just yesterday - Lisa said, sounding disheartened.

-Speak... - Jennie sighed deeply, unsure if she even wanted to hear more. She didn't want to imagine what Lisa was about to drop on her this time.

-Do you remember Keana? - Lisa's pulse started to race.

-Who doesn't remember her? You knew her pretty well, didn't you? - Jennie's tone was both ironic and mocking.

-Do you remember Jackson party, the one where I passed out and u helped me? - Lisa asked.

-The one where you fucked Mina for the firts time? - Jennie replied with a bitter, mocking tone.

Lisa choose to ignore Jennie harsh words. She understood that Jennie was hurt and that it would be difficult for her to trust her again, but Lisa was determined to do whatever it takes to win her back, and that mean not making things worse.

-That day, I felt bad because one of Keana's friends said something about her...

-What thing?

-I found out she was pregnant...

-What?! - Jennie clenched her eyes shut, standing up - You knew she was pregnant, and you were still with me? - Her brow furrowed, unable to believe what she was hearing.

-No! - Lisa quickly responded. - I asked her if it was mine, and she denied it. Look ... - she pulled something out of her pants, it was the letter Keana had left, now crumpled. - Please, read it - she extended the paper to Jennie, who hesitated but took it and began to read.

-She left you the baby?

-Yes, after you asked me to come to your house, I got home, and there she was with Lucas in her arms. That's when I found out he was my baby...

-I can't believe this - Jennie whispered, struggling to process the information.

-Jen - Lisa's throat tightened, her eyes filling with tears - Jennie - she pleaded, not getting a response.