All alone
Todays the day of the day my grandmothers funeral. My grandmother had past away a few days back from a infection. My grandmother Sonja had spent a lot of time away from home, so I was home alone oftentimes. I wasn't much of a social person I kept to myself a lot, except from my bestfriend Tara. She was sweet with an attitude, she always defends me she not really a social person either most don't like her freedom of cursing at the worst times but I secretly love that about her. She had been the only one there once Sonja had left . My parents left me when I was 3 , Im 17 now I'm turning 18 July 31st. By the way I have no idea what I'm doing for my birthday , Tara said "I should throw a party." ,but I don't like people especially the kids at my school. I don't know much about my family all I know is my parents left me and my grandmother Sonja raised me. Well heading to the funeral now. Not a signal one of my family members had shown up , nobody well of course I wouldn't know who they are, but all my grandmothers friends were there for her, her friend Carol told me to call if I needed anything and that her and my grandmother were very close. Today I have to go to school as the sad little girl who now everyone was to care about today and put a fake smile on and say " yes , I'm fine ". I was not prepared for this day, So Tara and I walk into school and everyones staring at me. Finally Nolan my crush from drama class walks by and say " how are you doing." I said "fine." He said " If you need any help with running lines I'm here okay." I nodded then headed to my locker. When Mr. Meier asked if he could "help" me with my work. By help he ment you can come cry durning lunch, which I wasn't going to. Honestly I only think he came to look and see if I was gonna be all sappy and crying in my locker. Which I wasn't I wasn't even remotely upset. I mean yeah my grandmother died but people die you cant sit there moping around looking for sympathy. I mean or you shed a tear and carry on as a warrior Sonja taught me that. Great its 4th period time to hear the twat talk about herself and when I refer to twat I mean Nina. The girl who thought everything was hers and how shes so much more perfect then me and she waves Nolan in my face. She had been torturing me since I was 7 and nope she hasn't stopped either. I mean I hate her and when I say that I really do. I know hate is a strong word but dang I really dislike her. Tara told me I should kill her with kindness but can I throw a book at that oh so pretty little face. Its 7th period I get to see Nolan's gorgeous brown eyes. Nolan didn't talk to me once and Nina sat there on his lap like the little ..... Never Mind good thoughts Dylan good thoughts. Well its the end of the stupid day. I get to go home to my home and just walk past my grandmothers room then shut my door while read myself to sleep. Great I had the dream again you know how in alice in wonderland how she keeps repeatedly have the same dream. Yeah I have that happen every night, except mine are about werewolf's. I see the moon and then i start running through the forest , passed a cabin where these two mysterious figures lie, and I start heading towards them then when I get close to seeing there faces and I wake up. I need so herbal tea to calm my nerves, I turn on the television and start my new series scream. I have know idea on why I watch this show by my self in this creaky house."boom" Suddenly this crow hits the window. I ignore I mean its a bird , then I feel it staring at me. So I go outside to follow them and yeah who follows a crow but the way it was looking at me. I felt like it was my duty to follow it. Sure enough while the crows leading me through the forest. The crow leads me to this cabin that I never seen before I've lived here since I was 3 and I have never seen this weird right. Well its late, I have school in the morning, and I need to go to bed and I will figure out more about the cabin after school.
