What The Hell
Its morning, I feel sick to my stomach. Im really questioning why I've never seen that cabin , I have lived here for 14 years, but you know what I cant think about this right now. I need to start getting ready Tara will be here to pick me up any minute now. Maybe today will be a better day. Im confused when Tara pulls up because Nolan's in the back seat of her Alfa romeo 1750 saloon. Her car is the ugliest thing but I get into the car when Tara says Nolan asked if he could ride with us. I nodded an open my book I'm reading called Room. When abundantly Nolan taps my shoulder. I look back at him and he said " Is that book good ?" " Yes if it was bad do you think it would be in my hands ? " I ironically replied. Why was he trying to talk to me, I mean the only time he ever talked to me was in drama class and my first day back from the funeral, Maybe he's just trying to be nice. Tara parks the car, when I get out Nolan follows me to my locker. I turned and gave him a funny look as to why he was following me, All he did was smile. So I went to first period and he was following me yet again. I stop and turned to ask him"why are you following me? All Nolan had said " Im sorry , What are you doing tonight?" Did he seriously just ask me that . "Nothing much sitting at home , Why? " questioning my own response. "Can i come over? " Nolan said. I looked at him and said sure. I was questioning as to why Nolan wanted to come over. I mean Nolan Parkerson wanted to come to my house. Tara told me I should be excited, I personally thought maybe this we'll be the year he notices me. It's 6th period, lunch when Nolan sits by me he normally sits with the jocks. I'm wondering what's going on is this a joke or something. While I'm eating my pretzel smeared cream cheese. When he abruptly ask me to prom. I sit there as if it was a dream and Tara pinches underneath my arm "ANSWER!!" I look at him with a sure why not face but deep down I secretly I was quiet enlivened. But then I started thinking of he cabin again that cabin I never saw that before in my life well I didn't go out much either with my grandmother being gone all the time. That girl. That girl in the window who was she? What is she doing there now at this time in my life? I need to figure this out I need to go and see if my mind was just playing trick on me.