Sweet like candy-Skins UK

15.

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Kitty had sulked in her room for weeks after she got discharged. The girl couldn't handle all the stares and how bad the pounding in her head was.

She didn't want to see anyone. The only person she'd allow was JJ and Freddie.

Even the two barely seen her. The girl just stayed in her room staring at her wall in pitch darkness.

Kitty wasn't one to act depressed but it was hard to act normal when she looked like a bum.

On the bright side, the doctor had prescribed her killer pain meds that made her feel numb.

Kitty downed a couple pills, washing it down with vodka as she looked over herself in the mirror.

The bruises weren't all bad, she had a purple black eye and a few cuts.

The girl decided she needed to deal with it. However, that may just be the meds talking.

Kitty put in a black mini skirt, ripped tights, a short blingy top that was a bit too low cut and her combat boots.

The girl gently brushed on eyeliner as she took another swig of vodka.

Kitty practically ran out of the house as she called up a couple people.

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Kitty jumped to the electronic beat that blared through the speakers of an underground rave.

The girl took sip after sip of alcohol trying to drown out her thoughts and worries.

To put it least, the girl was hammered.

She stumbled out of the ground to catch her breath.

"Sorry." Kitty muttered under her breath as she brushed past someone.

"What are you doing here?" A voice that belonged to Freddie called out as a hand latched onto her arm.

The girl didn't respond, but only looked up rolling her eyes.

"I've been ringing you." Freddie said once more pulling the girl he loved off to the side.

"Just fuck off Fred's, please." The girl said sounding tired as she turned.

"What's your problem?" Freddie said in disbelief.

"What's my problem? Maybe i got hit in the head with a fucking rock, my best friend ran away, and no one could give a shit about how I am!" Kitty screamed at Freddie her breath smelling of vodka.

"I've been trying to see you!" Freddie said back pulling the girl towards him.

"Just like you tried looking for me in the forest?" Kitty scoffed in disbelief.

"I'm trying to make it better!" Freddie yelled back pleading with the girl.

"Just stop trying." Kitty said with tears brimming in her eyes, she knew it was just the alcohol talking but she couldn't help but feel
like it needed to be said.

"Kitty, I fucking love you okay! More than i've loved anyone and i'm not gonna just stop trying that's shit. I want it be just you and me, always Kitty." Freddie exclaimed as he stared down at the girl with a glint of hope in his eyes.

Freddie pulled the girl out of the rave as the pair now stood alone on the street.

Kitty gently put her head against Freddie's chest as her arms went to grip the sides of him.

Freddie hugged the girl tight as she began to sob into him.

All the feeling she felt for him was real.

All the pain she went through he saw right through it.

All the moments she hated herself, he loved her.

Authors note: Filler chapter