Because Dreams Suck

~5~

Part Five
For those who lie
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Trigger⚠️

„For a Second my Eyes fell on her lips!"

I looked at her lips and she bite on it, before I could think about anything, Charlize pulled me on her lap and kissed me Harsh. I didn't know what to do, but I started kissing her back and laid my hands around her Neck. She licked over my Lip and I opened it, she slipped her tongue into my Mouth and the kiss turned into a heated, passionate kiss. She pulled at my Hair and scratched over my Neck, she stopped the kiss and I could see the pur lust in her eyes as she started to kiss my Neck.

I gasped as her lips made contact with my Neck. She sucked and bite around in my Neck and some moans left my Lips, she left a trail of Hickeys to my Collarbone before she started to slip her hands under my Top. I knew I should stop her, I should stop let her touch me and claim me. But I couldn't, I couldn't stop Charlize Theron from taking me.

She opened my Bra and threw it across the Room, she stroke over my Stomach before she went up to my Breasts. Then I stopped her, i pushed her hand away: „I can't do that I'm sorry" she looked confused but didn't let go of me: „You can, we already started. Come on sweetheart!" she said and stroke my skin soothing and I couldn't stop myself from leaning into her touch.

„See just let me take care of you sweetheart!" her Hand slides higher again, I trusted Charlize blind and that was my Mistake. She kissed me again and carried me into her Bedroom where she put me on the Bed, to this time I didn't thought it was all her play. I thought if she would've planned that she wouldn't let me do her hair like that, that wouldn't make sense!

„you wanna get Coffee sometimes she asked as I was getting dressed again." i didn't  even thought about it and nod, we changed numbers and she kissed my Cheek, her driver drove me back and I went an hour late into Work. Jenny looked at me dumb as I came in late, and I just started to Work with this feelings in my Stomach, I couldn't tell if it's love or fear.

Charlize and I met each other a couple of times for Coffee, we drank Coffee, laughed and talked. Mostly we met in a Secured Café with some of her security and then this...

Breaking News
First Hair stylist of her daughter and then Lover? Charlize Theron got seen with the Woman who made her daughters hair, they drank Coffee and looked pretty intimate.

And here we go again! I read the News again and shallowed hard, I didn't though it would make it to the press if I'm being honest! That evening I had a „date" with her, so we met in a Restaurant, I choose to wear a black mini dress and some sneaker, by his not even that woman would get me to wear High heels.

She already waited in the restaurant and I sat to her on the table: „You look beautiful!" she said and I smiled thankful: „you too, you saw the News?" I asked and sipped on the wine she already ordered, white wine, I hate white wine!

„Better question, who didn't saw it?" she asked chuckling, she looked like she thought it hilarious. How could she laugh at that? „Aren't you shocked or concerned?" i look at her but she shook her head: „Why should i? Is it bad, i like the thought of others know that i have you!" I nod and looked at the table.

„Y'know I like you right? In four days the People choice awards take place and I wanted to ask if you wanna come with me!" I looked at her like she just made a Joke, I was happy of course but who would take it's „Lover" to a Award show? Like We knew each other a month or something and we weren't officially, and I didn't thought we would ever be officially.

„I don't think that's a good idea" I answer and look at her, her face didn't even show emotion: „C'mon Nana, why not?" she asks and leans forward: „Why are you so fixed on it to get seen with me in Public? You know me a month now and you want me with you on an Award show? It makes no sense Char!" she shook her head annoyed, she drank from the Wine and looked at me: „Because I really like you and I want to show it the Whole world?!" I nod, that makes sense but still something wasn't right, but u said yes.

I went with her on that award show, we walked the red Carpet and everything was fine. The press went wild and it was like my While world got turned over, it was like I got kicked into a new life. The News fold over

Charlize Theron, New Girlfriend?

From Hairstylist to Celebrity Girlfriend?

Just for money, or true Love?

Sweetest Couples in Hollywood!

I didn't like the Attention, I didn't like the Comment that I just wanted Money or that I wasn't even in Love. It hurt my Feelings what others said even if I shouldn't.

I was living a live others wanted and I liked it, I felt loved and worshiped. I got some questions for Movie Roles, Model roles and I don't know what to do. For a short time I was on Cloud nine, between Charlize and me everything was going great but it was too good.

As I woke up one morning in my Apartment and watched TV I realized that I was wrong the whole time, I wasn't wrong about The award show. I was wrong about Charlize and the way she loved me!

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Sometimes we make decisions we regret, sometimes we can't even remember why we did it and why we hurt the people we love

Hellooooo bitches😍
You didn't really thought I would give you some Spicy Smut in chapter 5 right?
Love you anyway❤️