Her Misery

love is an bullshit (not an chapter)

Guys, first of all. I'm sorry as it is not an chapter and i have some crazy batshit to share with you all. I know it doesn't concern any of you but..... Really, i feel like something like love is an bullshit! But first let me tell you the whole story, i witnessed it myself from like July or August okay.....

So, when i had exams in July this sweet girl from our village let's call her Jass di came to pick me up. I didn't really know hey or her family that much and since they live on outskirts of the village she also doesn't have many people to talk with as the only houses there are her and her uncle's house......

Btw she's 25, so while staying at her house i learned that she was engaged to her fiance for 2 years and some months or maybe more I'm not sure. The thing is her fiance lives in New Zealand and she's obviously here in India. She's visited him there and stayed with him multiple times and her parents didn't object cuz they trust her and their teachings.....

The thing that i witnessed while staying at there house was something i have seen for the first time in my life obviously. It's an happy and harmonious family, they all joke, laugh, spend time together and treat each other like best friends instead of family members, but something that surprised me was the way she and her fiance cares for each other.....

Despite the time difference they always called each other except when one of them was asleep. Calling, texting and face timing was their regular thing. I was so surprised but happy for their healthy relationship. They called each other, talked about their daily routine and what happened in the day and many more things.

The way Jass di hid her phone and her body stiffened when someone moved while she was secretly texting him while face timing him was so cute for me (i sometimes had a sleepover cuz the entire family wanted me to stay a bit longer)

She has an younger brother, let's call him Veer and he's also engaged and to her best friend, Noor. She's from a poor family but they don't care and treat her like their own daughter and sister. Even her uncle's family love her very much as she is a total sweetheart. I also like her very much even though I met her just once.

But I felt like why I was seeing was an cold, introverted fiance ff where jungkook is an introvert and an cold person but in reality he's actually really caring. Cuz Veer and Noor, avoid each other and when the day I met her for the 1st time we didn't tell Veer that Noor was coming and we also told Noor that Veer won't be at home that day. But when they both met, they were behaving like they don't know each other.

The family was teasing them and Noor blushed whereas Veer was just sitting quietly but i noticed something, he was fiddling with his bracelet and he only does that when he's nervous. I saw that he didn't show or say much to her but his actions were enough to say everything. It was planned that Noor and Veer will get married first in February in 2025 cuz Jass Di's fiance was still in New Zealand.

But just today we got an wedding invitation card, but for the wedding of noor and veer but Jass di and an man's name i didn't recognise. I was pretty sure that her fiance's name was Haran and not Amritpal. But than i thought that maybe she just gave him name, but i felt like something wasn't right. The wedding was being done in an rush. Cuz after 23 or 24 Nov the groom will go back.

I was like okay on Wednesday is (maiya) haldi function, it's really rushed but i understood. I went to their house and met her, she broke down in tears and told me everything as no one else was home. Hearing her words I felt shocked, angry and sad. Turns out, her original fiance and his family had cancelled their engagement because she was a bit sick before.

And the reason why she was sick was because her grandfather whom she loved and adored very much had died and she couldn't move on for 2 years and had depression but over years she came over it. Somehow they got to know about it and cancelled the engagement. What dumb reason is that? And the thing is that the family had told them before about this.

She was crying so much hugging me, and now she's going to marry an total random stranger cuz she trusts her parents. But....... The betrayal and pain she must have felt and must have gone through alone at nights, i can't even imagine it. I never imagined he would do something like this to her and now because of him she has to spend her whole life with an stranger whom she doesn't even know......

I don't know the guy but i trust uncle and aunty. I hope he will keep her happy and make her believe in love again cuz after what happened, i know that she doesn't believe in this love thing anymore and so do i. The trust, love, time and effort she put into her relationship with haran, was all shattered. She looked so broken, i feel so angry at him that I could kill him right now if he came in front of me.......

Her situation is like that Yn in ff where she's forced into an marriage with an stranger. And there are 2 outcomes,

1st outcome is that: that she again started to believe in love and heals and lives and happy life with her husband and the 2nd outcome is that:

She will never be able to believe in love again and lives and unhappy life.

And I hope that her outcome comes as the first one cuz she deserves all the happiness and kindness in the world. I know some of you may think that 2nd option can't happen but only i know how she was holding herself together. I'm just so scared that she might do something crazy.......

I used to admire their relationship and respect her fiance but now, i hate him and forever will and I hope that something like this doesn't happen or affect Veer and Noor's relationship, cuz if something like this happens then I'm fucking sure that even 1% of chances of me believing in love again will drop to 0.00%.

I'm better of reading and writing fictional stories rather than getting my heart and trust being shattered into millions of pieces like this.....