First Love

7

OHM

I didn't thought everything will  going to end up like this but I wanted Nanon to know me , know my existence since the start but I don't dare to talk it all to him . I just prefered to look him from a distance and take care of him . But this all turned out to be like this , me telling our story , the patpran story .

Actually the PatPran I talked about , the PatPran , the love and everything ,  it was all actually happened  in real life . When Nanon asked me, 'If  I am the Pat, then where is Pran' ... I wanted to point out the Pran .. my Pran who is sitting infront of me , staring at me with that teared up , confused eyes ...Yes..Nanon is the Pran and the whole script I told to Jack was actually happened between me and Nanon . Nanon is the Pran.. I loved dearly , I wanted to cherish , my happiness , my world that I lost 10 years ago .

When Dad took me to Landon , I just only wished for Nanon's happiness and his peaceful life  , but I didn't thought he will end up in an accident . I was about to get into the plane , when I got the call of Yin saying Nanon is coming to the airport . I somehow escaped from there without my Dad finding out , only to see a terrible accident happened few minutes ago and people were all gathered there. I thought I will avoid it as i want to meet Nanon and tell him i will come back for him , but something pulled me to there and when I walked into that scene my heart was beating unusually , like something bad is going to happen . I was praying to not get a bad news .. only to see the blood filled face of Nanon who met with an accident , laying infront of me without even moving . I was shivering and I stuck in my place , tears were flowing , I wanted to scream Nanon's name , I wanted to go near Nanon or do something , but I can't even move a bit or do anything . The sound of ambulance made me to get back into my sense and I ran towards Nanon screaming his name.

In a flash of second everything felt like , the world ended and I am going to die .. my heart was tightened, I can feel the pain . The only thing in my mind was Nanon and his dimpled smile , him calling me Ohm and our moments that we shared together.

When I opened my eyes , I can see the ceiling of an unknown place.  I looked around and understood that it's a hospital and the thing that make me frustrated was , I am not dead yet . Then I remembered about Nanon.. his face covered in blood.  The pool of blood flowing from him , he was laying on the road .

"Non..." I said loudly and got up from the bed . I want to see him , it was a dream right... I want to know what happened to him . 

"Hey Ohm.. calm down. " War came to me calming me down.  Beside him there was Yin too and I can sense the atmosphere is sad. 

"War.. tell me where is Nanon . I had a dream of Nanon getting into an accident and he was laying on the road with blood . Tell me he is fine ..wait.. i am going to find him.  " I asked them sobbing and I was expecting there will not be any troubles and they gonna tell me that it's all just  a dream .

"Ohm.. its.. please calm down. You have to listen us carefully  " War said stuttering . It feels like he is finding words to tell me something  . I looked at Yin and he isn't even looking at me .

"How can I calm down . Let me see my Nanon for once please.." I sobbed and begged to them.  I hope my dad is not around and I just want to see my Nanon for a last time and assure that he is okay. After that I will go with dad wherever he wants if that means he will let my Nanon be at ease . I just want my Nanon to be happy , nothing more. 

"Yin.. why are you silent ? You were the one who called me and said Nanon is coming to airport.  I sneaked out before my dad find out about it only to meet Nanon . Then where is he now ? " I asked to Yin shooking him . Both Yin and War's face was pale and it felt like they were crying and they are still tearing up .